Please Love Me

Chapter 12: The death

This chapter is going to get very emotional, so if your that person that likes to listen to music while reading a story, then play a sad song. Or play human by Christina Perri

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*Valerie's P.O.V*

I had just ate and I had gotten some food for my grandmother and Cody. I was walking back to my grandmother's room when I saw doctors and nurses rushing to what it seemed like my grandmother's room. I was right. they all entered my grandmother's room. I drop the food and just rushed to my grandmother's room. As I was about to enter two doctors stopped me.

I tried to to get out of their grips but I couldn't, I struggled. I finally gave up and just watched at what the doctors were doing to my grandma, "clear!" I heard a doctor yell. Was this it? Was this the day I was going to loss my grandmother? "No, I can't loss her..." I said to myself. Then I heard the machine go beep for a long time and then at that moment I knew I had lost my grandmother. The last person in my life that made me happy when I was down had just died. Tears rolling down my cheeks. "NO!" I cried out loud. I tried to hug her and hold her one last time, but the doctors were holding me back. I tried to brake free but I just couldn't. My heart had just shattered, my face just turned red from all the crying.

Then I felt someone hug me from behind, I turned around to see Cody. I hugged him thigh and cried on his chest."don't worry everything is going to be ok," Cody said in a calm voice."But what if it's not?" I asked as I raised my head to see tears in cody's eyes."don't worry," Cody said. I knew that Cody was heart broken, I just hugged him. I let go to see a doctor walking tours us. "I'm sorry, but we lost her..." the doctor said. I just cried and then I fell to the ground. Cody tried to get me up but I refused. I just wanted to cry on the floor. My grandmother, she was gone...

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*Cody's P.O.V*

It's been two weeks since my grandmother died and it was hard for me not to brake down. Unlike me, Valerie has been in a deep depression. She's been crying everyday and hasn't been eating a lot. I'm starting to get really worried. I've been thinking of what could happen, what she could do to herself. I tried to hold tears back. But the picture of loosing her was hard. I've lost my grandmother and grandfather, I didn't want to loose her, my only sister.

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*Weeks later*

*Valerie's P.O.V*

RING!

RING!

RING!

I heard my alarm go off, It was time for school. I wasn't happy at all, but I just got up and got dressed.

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I took my seat in science class, It's been Weeks since the whole thing happended. I steal remember everything that happened, I just couldn't forget. But I was determent not to remember. I had to let it all go and move on. "Valerie, how do you find the average speed?" I heard miss. Tom say. I snapped out of my day dream and I looked around the room to find everyone just starring at me. "I'm waiting," Miss. Tom said once again. "I don't know," I said looking down at the table, I was so embarrassed. "Valerie can I see you in the hallway for a second?" Miss Tom said. I knew that I was probably gonna get in trouble. I got up from my seat and walked to the hallway. "Valerie what's going on with you? Your one of my best students but you haven't been paying attention lately." Miss. Tom said. "Nothing's wrong, I was just thinking." I lied, everything was wrong. But I just couldn't say it. "ok well just go back inside," Miss. Tom said. I just walked back and sat down.

Class was so boring. I walked to gym class, gym class was better then math or social studies.

I finished getting change, I put on my hoodie to hide the cuts I had from when my grandmother passed away. what I still don't get it is why we have to change in front of girls. But it's really funny when some of the girls run into the locker room just to get to the bathroom and get change, then they slip and fall.

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I had just finished downing my warm ups. I heard the teacher say that we were going out side with the other group. I'll explain what that means. It means that there are two gym teachers and the class is split into two. I was happy we were going outside, but the bad part was that Lindsay was in the other group, but i would just avoid her and talk to Jason.

I walked outside and I looked to see the other class. I saw Lindsay but then I also saw her friends. Her friends weren't in this class, I guess they switched.

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