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by -tythegreat

by -tythegreat

Kian.

I should have listened to my mom and just told everyone that I was bisexual because then It wouldn't have even been this bad because now I'm pretty sure everyone knows it , I should have been true to myself but that still doesn't give him the right to do what he did to me.

I slammed my car door and headed to the front door of my house. I really don't wanna face my mom right now because I'm not the type of person that likes to cry in front of anybody so this is gonna break me even more , how am I gonna get pass her when I'm not even suppose to be out of school yet.

I opened the door and I saw her on the couch watching television so I quietly shut the door and tried to tip toe my way up the stairs but It didn't work.

''Kian , come here right now.'' she said without evening taking her eyes off of the tv.

''mom , can we talk about this later?'' I dropped my book bag on the steps and stood there and looked in the mirror that was on the wall. I looked terrible , my hair was all over the place , my eyes were full of tears and my jacket was half way off of my shoulders. Can this day get any worse?

''what did I tell you about skipping?'' she turned around and when she saw how tore up I looked she quickly ran over to me.

''KIAN , WHAT HAPPENED?''

''HE HAPPENED MOM , I THOUGHT HE WAS MY FRIEND.''

''Kian , calm down okay?''

''NO NO NO NO STOP TELLING ME TO CALM DOWN , YOU TELL ME THE SAME THING EVERY SINGLE TIME I HAVE A PROBLEM AND I NEVER CALM DOWN , I END UP GETTING HURT EVEN MORE MOM... I NEED HELP.'' I shouted at her.

''Kian.'' she started to tear up.

''NO DON'T KIAN ME , Something is wrong with me and I'm mentally and physically tired okay? I turned into this huge ass jerk that I never wanted to be and I turned my friends into the exact same thing and then I finally get the chance to talk to my crush and he tries to hurt me? you can either get me help or lose me to suicide.. ITS UP TO YOU.'' I grabbed my bag and ran up to my room.