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by -tythegreat

by -tythegreat

Jc.

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''Jc , I am doing fine.'' I stared down at my mom who was laying in a hospital bed. It did have a break in at my house and she fought her way through the whole thing and she told Jaylyn to run and go get help so that's why Jaylyn wasn't there with her. The blood on the wall was from her shooting the guy , I forgot that she had at least 2 guns in her room but that still isn't the point. Why is so much bad luck coming my way? what did my family and my friends do to deserve this much pain? I will never know.

My mom had a broken arm and a black eye. I feel even more horrible because I should have been here for her and I wasn't , I wasn't there for her or my sister and that only makes me more sad. I'm the one who's suppose to protect them but no , I was too busy focusing on my damn self and trying to get Kian to talk to me . THEY WANT ME AND THEY NEED ME , HE DOESN'T so maybe I need to get my priorities straight.

'' hey , don't beat yourself up over this.. I know that you're thinking that this was your fault but It wasn't because you didn't know that someone was gonna break in , you had no idea at all so stop it.'' my mom held onto my hand and I just held on to hers even tighter.

''I could have lost you.'' I burst into tears.

''but you didn't , you know that I'm a fighter.'' she smiled at me.

''how could you be so strong?''

She slowly sat up and began to wipe my tears away.

''because of you & Jaylyn.'' she placed her hand onto my cheek.

''When God is ready for me then that's when I'll leave but as for right now , You & Jaylyn are the ones who need me.''

I was gonna say something until my phone started vibrating.

I rolled my eyes and picked it up.

''HELLO?''

''Jc.'' I heard Kian's voice.

''This isn't a good time okay?''

''but your sister is here.''