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Connor.

Everyone decided that we would go to the clinic after school tomorrow but as of right now I have to tell my parents about this just in case I do have HIV. It can turn into aids and that's not something that I want but I already know that they're gonna be so mad at me for this because I was always seen as the little innocent 18 year old who would wait until marriage and I didn't even use protection which is my fault.  I have a crush on Sam so I mean we were talking and we were flirting with each other and It Just happened so It's not like I planned it.

I locked the door and headed towards the stairs , I'll just tell them tomorrow after the test come back because I can't explain something to them If I'm not sure about what I have and what I don't have so why should I worry them?

''Connor , Is that you?'' I heard my mother's voice coming from the kitchen.

''damn it.'' I whispered to myself before walking into the kitchen.

''Hey Ma...'' I smiled awkwardly

''did you and your friends make up?''

''a little.'' 

''what's wrong?''

I'm just tired mom.''

''but It's only 7 pm.'' she looked at her watch.

''yeah I know but I'm still sleepy , I have to put all of these clips together for our project because we have to turn it in tomorrow.'' 

''you sound a little sick are you sure  you're not coming down with anything?''

''What Did You Just Say?''  I sounded a little rude.

''are you sick?''

''why would you ask me that?'' I folded my arms and stared at her.

''why are you getting so angry about it? I just asked you a simple question.''

''DO I LOOK SICK?'' I shouted.

''CONNOR CALM DOWN AND just chill.'' she walked over to me but I just ran upstairs before she could say anything else to offend me.

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Jc.

I've been calling Kian for an hour now and he keeps sending me to voicemail and I understand that he's still mad at me but we have bigger things to worry about.  Yes , I may be acting like a parent but these are my friends and I wanna help them out and I even wanna help his mean friends too because when It comes to something like this then all of the fights don't mean a thing to me.  YES , I am positive that I am clean and healthy but I'm still gonna take the test because I just feel like It would be the right thing to do.

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