" Not My Type "

{ 67 }

*((jungkook's diary))*

dear jimin hyung,

its my birthday today. its now exactly midnight. im missing you a lot and i cant stop thinking about you, about us.

sometimes, i wish that i could wake up with amnesia. so that i can forget about this stupid little things.

like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories i never can explain.

i miss you hyung. too much for my health. im addicted to your love. i just want you back in my arms.

i really hope you come back today, so that i can just hug you so tight. hold you close and never let go.

oh no. jin hyung is here. i need to sleep now but im gonna keep hoping you'll come back today on my special day.

gmaknae kookie

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jimin

i was sat at that very place. the very place i thought i would have ended all the pain. the place where i had left my most loved jungkook.

i have been there since the incident this morning. in the exact same clothes i wipe my tears.

did they really replace me?

did jungkook break his promise?

were they better off without me?

i brush off this negative thoughts. they must have a reason to replace me, maybe thinking i really died.

jungkook will never break a promise. i know it, by heart. he is a man of his words. wait--jungkook?

oh no. he's really gonna leave bangtan. shit !!

i looked at the watch on my wrist and saw that it was already past midnight. its now or never.

i covered my head with the hoodie of my sweater and began walking towards our hotel which was not far away from the park.

my heart was beating faster as my figure was getting closer to the hotel. the memories of jin hyung chasing me came to my mind.

the looks on people's faces when they saw me crying. the shame. the embarrassment. that very moment i felt cheap and worthless.

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no one

jimin walked into the building and rushed towards the lift. his hands were sweating. heart beating fast. he fiddled with his finger as he waited for the lift to arrive.

he entered the lift and he could really feel his breathing getting unstable. he was nervous.

he walked down the hall way and knocked lightly on Room 1397.

the door was opened by a sleepy looking taehyung who was rubbing his eyes to stay awake.

"how can i help y--"

taehyung's eyes widened when he saw who stood by the door.

the orange haired boy looked at him awkwardly and muttered a quick hello until he was engulfed in the tightest of hugs.

"j-jimin? i-is this really y-you?"

taehyung cried into the older's shoulder as the latter rubbed circles on the younger boy's back.

jimin stood in surprise when he saw the boy who had just opened the bedroom door,

there stood jungkook.

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update !! bless you readers who wanted jimin to go back to the dorm again~

sorry to those who have probably have cried your eyes out in this story :))

the important thing i wanted to say is that this book might be coming to an end soon.

but on an apologetic note, i will have a surprise in the last chapter of the book.

author-nim