Played By Fate

6♧ What Is This Feeling?

June, 2015

Y/N's POV

It has been almost a month Jino has been staying with us.

So far, he hasn't recalled anything. I wonder if that's a bad or a good thing?

I went to school as usual, while he either stayed at home doing things like playing with Brownie and taking care of Grandma's vegetables or he would go to aunt's stall with grandma to help out.

Since he didn't even have any identity, we couldn't even register him for school.

Sometimes I wonder, how old is he?

I'm guessing he might be older than me because despite his cute face, I could sense that he is a mature guy. He is very responsible and caring towards everyone and he always put us first before anything.

I seemed to like him more day by day.

Casting Jino's affairs aside, I always make sure I study hard for the final examinations because this is the pathway for me to achieve my dreams.

And the final examinations is only about three months away. I really wanted to excel and then I can get a place in the national university in Seoul.

That is my lifelong goal. And I will make sure I'll make it no matter what.

After school, I bade farewell to my friends as I exited the schoolgate. I was surprised to see Jino already waiting for me outside the school.

"Jino? Why are you here?" I gave him an exaggerated shocked expression. I did it on purpose.

He flipped my forehead before taking my schoolbag from me.

"Yah, what was that for?" I protested.

"You showed me a dumbo expression. I had to." He chuckled loudly as he pulled me closer to him as we started to walk home.

"Y/N!" We stopped in our tracks when Mia called out to me as she ran to catch up with us.

She took a glance at Jino and then she froze.

Hahaha. Is it because she has never seen someone as handsome as him before?

"Hey." I waved my palm in front of her several times but she remained unmoved, her attention never leaving Jino.

Finally she came back to her senses and she blinked several times.

"Oh. That is, you left your book in the classroom. And this is...?" She handed me my Mathematics textbook as she glanced at Jino, then back to me.

"Thank you!" I thanked her sincerely.

"And oh, this is Jino.. my friend." I gave her a short answer.

Surely I do not need to tell her that detail about how he appeared or anything right?

"Oh I see. Nice to meet you." She smiled at him as he waved a hand at her.

Then Mia told us that her parents is already waiting for her so she excused herself.

We said our goodbyes to her as she rushed to where a silver car was waiting for her and before she get into the car, she turned back once again to look at Jino again.

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Jino's POV

That girl earlier... Who was her name again, Mia is it?

How come the way she looked at me seemed like she recognised me?

But if we are friends before I lost my memory, she should come forward and tell Y/N who I really was, right?

No... that doesn't seem right..

Probably she thought I have a face similar to some idol or someone she used to know. That must be it.

"Do you think Mia knows me?" I asked Y/N for her suggestion because I could see that she had also noticed Mia's weird behaviour.

"I don't think so.. Maybe she mistook you for someone else but then realised that you are not the person. If she really do know you, she will definitely talk to you right?"

I nodded in agreement with Y/N's opinion.

Then we chatted about random stuffs and walked on home.

Grandma wasn't at home at the moment, but lunch had already been prepared.

After we had eaten, Y/N immediately went into her room to do her revision.

She told me that she wanted to do well in her final examinations so that she could further her studies in Seoul.

Seoul.

I don't know why but I felt an unknown sense of familiarity when I heard that word.

Did I perhaps come from there?

I knew that Y/N has always cooped herself up in her room after lunch everyday and I decided to make a cup of coffee for her so that she won't feel sleepy and tired from all those studies.

I gently knocked on the door several times but I've received no response from her.

I opened a small crack to peep inside the room. I saw her laying her head on the study table.

Was she fast asleep? Or was she taking a short break?

Nevertheless, I walked into the room gently, tiptoeing so that I won't disturb her.

I went over to her and placed the cup of coffee on the desk.

I looked at her face closely. Now her eyes were closed as she put her head on her arms.

I observed her facial features. Her eyes, nose, lips.

I don't know what's got into me but she is amazingly attractive to me even when she's resting. She looked like an angel.

I couldn't bear to wake her up but I did it after enjoying looking at her for about 10 minutes I think.

"Y/N-ah.." I called her softly.

No answer.

I nudged her gently.

No response.

I shook her harder.

Nothing.

What the hell? Y/N-ah, you sleep like a pig! I thought to myself but I can't help but to feel that she is too cute.

She will feel sore when she wakes up later if she slept in that position.

I decided to carry her to her bed and I tucked her in.

She stirred a little but still, she had her eyes closed.

I caressed her cheeks and as I did that, I can't help but to shift my eyes to her lips.

How would it feel to land my lips on hers?

Ahhhhhh!!!What are you thinking, Jino?!?! Stop being a pervert!!! Why am I even habouring these thoughts?!!

I pinched my cheeks real hard and hastily I left the room, but in a quiet manner so that I won't wake her up.