Played By Fate

8♧ Regained Memory

Jino's POV

Day by day, I found myself falling deeper and deeper for her.

Whatever happens, she will be the first to come to my mind.

However I looked at her, I would think that she is sexy and attracting, to me.

Normal people wouldn't find her so because honestly speaking, she is not feminine at all.

She doesn't wear skirts, she wore jeans and plain tees whole day long.

She doesn't do aegyo, and she could be loud at many times.

But..

Maybe that was the real and not pretentious way of her that had actually attracted me so much to her.

I wanted to tell her so much how I really feel but I held myself back.

You see, I don't even know who myself is.

My family background and everything, nobody really knows.

Do I still have the rights to confess to her?

And even if I do, she might not like me back.

Who would fall in love with some stranger who popped out of nowhere? Even if she did, she may not accept me because I may also pose some danger, who really knows? Maybe I was a criminal or something before this?

I remembered that day Y/N seemed flustered when I entered the house and saw her hanging up the phone.

Then I noticed that she is feeling down at most of the time. I wonder why?

But I've made up my mind to cheer her up. Not that I can do much but at least I can try to make her a little bit more happier.

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Y/N's POV

Jino, no, I mean Jinhwan, has been acting silly all these while. He would make ghost faces at the most unexpected moment, for example he almost scared me when I stepped out of the bathroom and saw his ugly face.

Some other times, he was singing so awfully plus dancing so badly. I think he did some kind of comic dance? But a rather stupid one.

I can't deny but he looked so dumb that I can't help myself but to laugh out loud.

I can see that he did it because he wanted to cheer me up. I guessed I've showed too much on my expressions.

But the thought of Jino could be leaving me anytime, it made me feel sad. And I would go back to my emotional state again.

Ahhh, Y/N! Snap out of this! There's always light at the end of the tunnel, right?

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Jino's POV

At least she smiled.

Right? She laughed at my funny states but she would become upset again when I'm not doing it.

I wonder what's bothering her that much? Seeing her at this state made me feel down too.

Hmmm... maybe I should whip up some delicious food for her to lighten up her mood.

So I went to the fridge to check if there are any ingredients I could make good use of.

They never refill the fridge is it? I thought as the fridge was almost empty, except for a bottle of milk and some apples.

I grabbed some money and went out, to the grocery nearby to do some shopping. I glanced around the living room but Y/N isn't there. Perhaps she went sleeping again.

While I was walking along the red mud road, I looked around me.

Lush greenery were everywhere. Looking at them made my heart feel so at ease, so peaceful.

I looked at the big cloudy sky.

It kept me wondering,

How are my family and friends doing now?

I know nothing about them yet, but looking at the sky made me relax. At least I know that we are living under the same blue sky, right?

While I was looking at the sky, I felt strong wind blowing in my face, something is approaching me in a rapid speed.

I turned back in time to see a motorcycle riding very fast, and it seemed like it will collide with me by any minute now.

I used my reflex and jumped to the other side of the road.

The motorcyclist immediately got down from his vehicle to check on how I was doing.

I think he asked me whether I am okay or not and saying sorry multiple times but I wasn't so sure because I was having a massive headache. It hurts so much that I held both my hands on my temple.

Thoughts were jumbling up on my mind. I saw visions, blurry visions.

I saw that I was involved in a traffic accident.

Then the pain was over. I stood there, eyes wide as I gasped for air.

I remember it all.

I know who I am.