My Soulmate(boyxboy)

Chapter 4 Little Talks

I named this after the song by Of Monsters and Men because I like them and all. Anyways, this chapter gonna has big talks but enjoy:P

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*Jacob's POV*

I hope last night wasn't a dream. Then again it most likely wasn't since 1; I don't ever have dreams, and 2; I woke up this morning in Jeffrey's arms as he slept with a peaceful smile on his face. As I stared at his beauty, he moved his head to look at me as he said, "Morning Sunshine. Hope you don't mind me sleeping here with you. I couldn't leave you after you fell asleep because you looked so peaceful and every time I tried to move you started to whimper. Also, I really liked sleeping next to you". After he finished speaking, he had an amazing smile while I just sat there a little entranced by that same smile.

"Jacob? Yoo-hoo... you there?"

"Huh... uh yeah sorry was zoned out".

"That's OK Sweetheart I was just asking if you wanted something special for breakie". It felt like everything in life just froze completely still. "W-what did you just call me?"

"What? Sweetheart? if you don't like it I can call you something else."

"W-why d-did you call me that? No one ever called me anything remotely nice yet you called me a name of affection. Why?". My mind was racing, hoping and doubting that he meant those words.

"I called you that because you're my boyfriend Jacob. So of course I'm going to have affection towards you. Plus it is one of many cute lovey-dovey nick-names I plan on calling you. Mainly because I want to but a little bit of my reasoning comes from the fact that no one has shown you affection for a pretty long while of your life. I want you to know you are loved just like everyone else in this world. There is not one person who isn't or won't be loved.".

"A-are you sure you want to love me. I'm not worth any-."

"Don't finish that statement" Jeffrey stated, hushing me quickly. "You are worth more than anything on this planet. Every human life is special but for you, the one that I love a lot, your specialness knows no limits. You are perfection for me because I see absolutely no flaws in your beauty which makes you more special than anyone or anything to me at least. You should not let anyone ever tell you anything different. If anyone mocks you or puts you down in any way, come tell me and I'll smash their skull in. You are worth everything to me because I feel a very special connection with you, so please don't ever put yourself down. You are special and need to know that."

"You really think that? You really l-love me?" I was panicking, hoping beyond hope, that he was 'the one' my soul mate.

"No I don't think that. I know that. Just like I know that I love you. Now, come my love. Come with me to the kitchen and I will make you a delicious breakie while you tell me about that horrible nightmare you had last night."

And with that, he picked me up while I was still stunned at the things he was saying to me. When my brain finally processed all that he said, I was being placed in the chairs in the kitchen. I started to tear up thinking about everything; especially the fact that he loved me and thought I was special.

"Baby don't cry everything will be alright. What's making you cry? Was it the nightmare?"

"N-no, i-it w-was the b-beautiful t-things you s-said to me. T-that y-you l-l-love me," I somehow managed out while sobbing and stuttering.

"Awe my sweet. Don't cry over that. If you cry every time I say I love you, then the world will be flooded by your precious tears that should be put to other uses like crying at funerals. If your're happy then smile and say it don't cry Love. It makes me heartbroken to see you cry even when they're tears of joy."