dear harry | larry stylinson

t h i r t e e n

May 28th, 2016

Dear Harry,

Today the twins asked where you are. You know, they're not that little anymore. Doris spoke her first real word - except for "mama" and "dada" - yesterday and it was "Hazza". It made me cry so hard I started to hyperventilate but mom managed to calm me down. Later, Lottie asked me if I was okay and if I told her everything was fine, but she didn't believe me. She made me tell her the whole story and she's mad at you now. She hates you for what you're doing to me, and I hate to admit it, but I'm mad at you, too. I hate that I love you.

I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of you
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die.

I don't think it will get easier.

Lou x