unnatural. // narry storan.

forty five. letter.

hi H,

thank you, for starters. I know I'll be home in three weeks, but without you it feels like years to me.

I'm thanking you because I never thought I could model, I was too unnatural and awkward.

you gave me confidence, you gave me enlightenment.

I guess it's kinda bittersweet, since you made me who I am but you're no longer my photographer.

nevertheless it doesn't mean we can't fool around with the canon every now and then ;).

but thank you for giving me the best year of my life. I know it's stupid and it's only been a year, but you've truly changed me, and I can't ever thank you for that.

we fit together so well and not even the most delicate love songs, the richest paintings, the softest roses, the warmest touches can compare.

you're the light of my world.

you are my world.

you and I shouldn't work, were unnaturally opposites. we're not the same.

and yet we are.

because sometimes the things that we think are hopeless, we pray won't happen for the sake of our own sanity; they do. and all can do is be grateful, and tell that person thank you everyday of our lives.

so, in short, thank you.

-Niall.