Meant To Be

Chapter 2

Jamal ^

The Next Day

Shawn-

"Fuck bruh!" I yelled as I slammed my fist into the wall, why me?

Dana is actually carrying my child, I should've known all of these girls I've been sleeping with one would catch up to me.

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Jamal P.O.V

I'm so busy doing all this paperwork and trying to meet new deadlines for the new company that I'm trying to open out in Paris, then suddenly my phone vibrates.

Daddy Shawn- I really need you to come over pleasee

Me - at the Office, be there in twenty

I got up and grabbed my phone and my keys, and was out the door.

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"What's going on ?" I ask opening his door and see him on the couch his face in palms.

"Sit down so we can talk." He said while looking at me with tears almost in his eyes.

"Shawn what's wrong ?" I said as I rushed to his side.

"I got her pregnant"

Once those words came out his mouth I felt my whole world break into pieces, I felt betrayal, I felt anger, I was hurt and I couldn't even show it.

"Say something Jamal" I hadn't realised how I just paused due to shock.

"Shawn please say your just joking" I was searching his eyes for a hint of something other than the truth.

"This isn't a joke, she's pregnant and I'm the father"

And at that moment I lost it

"Why the fuck didn't you use a condom!! You know damn well your not ready for a fucking baby, your so fucking stupid!" I got up and grabbed my keys to get ready to leave .

"Jamal why the fuck are you so angry!? your supposed to be here to help me not walk out on me when I need you!" He said as he grabbed me to hold me back from leaving.

"Shawn let me the fuck go, you just think everything is fun and games, and now look you got a fucking child on the way, so imma leave call me when you figured everything out." I pushed him and walked out.

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Later that day.

"Why me ?" I said as I cried in my bed.

"why couldn't I be straight?"

"Why the fuck did I have to fall for a straight dude?"

All these question ran through my mind making me hate myself even more, and the fact that I had to hide exactly how I felt about the situation, made me cry even harder.

"Fuckkkkkk !" I yelled with even more tears in my eyes.

"Why do we always want the ones we can't have?" I screamed and cried even harder.

I'm laying in bed all miserable, and just thinking, I should've never let my emotions get the best of me, but I couldn't help it , and everytime I think of those words I feel like crying all over again

"She's pregnant and I'm the father" those words played in the back of my head like a track on replay.

"Am I just a fool, blind and stupid for loving you." I whispered then fell asleep

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Shawn P.O.V

What the hell is wrong with him? he's supposed to be there for me but he just left me, he made me feel so bad, but there's nothing I can do. He's acting like I cheated on him.

Jamal knows I'm not gay so I doubt he's upset about that, I think he's just dissapointed in the choices I made.

But still something was way to off on the way he took the news. I've never seen Jamal this angry, it's not like he's the father so why should he be that mad? I kept asking myself.

Imma just let him cool it before me and him start talking again , just give him his space, cause at the end of the day I really do love him as a friend and I would really hate to lose him, we've been through everything and this is not going to break us apart.

But damn I got a baby on the way, and my best friend is mad at me, today is one of the worst days of my life, I'm just going to play the pink print album and go to sleep.

Authors note- so should I continue?