Meant To Be

Chapter 20

Jamal

I woke up, looking at Shawn's beautiful face. He looked so peaceful and happy which made me smile to myself. I laid my head on his chest and stayed their listening to his heart beat. I then started to draw circles on his bare chest, like damn he is so beautiful and he's all mine.

"Good morning my love" He said as he stretched and his voice was so sexy and deep, and it turned me on.

"Good morning baby." He then wrapped his arm and started to caress my back.

"I feel so peaceful and everything just feels so right." I looked up at him and it was because I felt the same exact way.

"Babe I feel the exact same way, it's like we're meant to be."

"Exactly my love." I took a deep breath then got off of him.

My eyes started to get watery and I just felt like crying.

"Babe why are you crying?" Shawn grabbed me by my wrist and pulled me to him.

" because everytime I'm happy or something feels right it turns out hurting me at the end of the day, and I'm just afraid of even falling in love." After I said that it hit me hard.

Babe listen my intentions was never to hurt you, and I will never put you in a situation where you have to question my love, loyalty, or trust. Baby I really fucking love you and I'm sorry if I made you feel some type of way, but I'm in love with you and only you." I looked at him with my eyes full of tears.

"Pinky promise?" I held out my pinky.

"Pinky promise." After our pinky promise he kissed my hand.

"Now let's go take a shower baby so we can go pick up our kids." He lifted me up and the covers slid off to reveal my naked body and the memories from last night came back.

"Oh my gosh." I shouted, and covered my face.

" It's OK I already seen, felt, and made love to it all so no need to be shy."

I started to laughed then jumped out of his arms then attempted to stand but I fell flat on the ground.

Shawn started to laugh, so I got up and was about to walk but my legs felt so weird. I started to walk towards the shower and I was so sore.

"Shawn you made me sore!" I yelled as he just stayed laughing at me.

"I'm sorry baby, but you knew this was going to happen when you seen this." He pointed to his area, and smirked.

I tried to hide my smile, I then punched him in his arm. And he complained and whined like a baby.

I got in the shower and he followed behind me, I started soaping myself and Shawn came behind me and rubbed his dick on my ass.

" Shawn stopp." I whined and blushed at the same time, because he was completely hard.

"I'm sorry you just have that affect on me baby." He turned me around and we started to kiss.

I dropped the soap and the rag and wrapped my hands around his neck as we kissed.

He grabbed my ass and lifted me up, and I wrapped my legs around his waist and he had me against the walls.

"Fuckk" he moaned as he went for me neck.

"Ahh" he fucking knows my neck sensitive.

"Baby, I always wanted to have shower sex." I said honestly.

"Say no more." After he said that I felt his tip at the entrance of my whole.

He started to go in slowly and I swear I felt pain all over again, but it's still felt so good.