Meant To Be

Chapter 5

-Shawn

It's 8:30 and I'm still deciding whether or not I should go to Jamal house, cause he still hasn't replied to any of my text. I literally checked my phone every 10 minutes to check if he did but he didn't. I called him one last time.

It ringed but he still didn't answer, "sigh" so I left a voicemail.

" Jamal I'm on my way to your house cause we need to talk and get back to the way things were, later." I hung up.

I grabbed my stuff and was out the door. Before I went to Jamal's house I stopped by Walmart and bought him his favorite ice cream which is Oreo, and I bought lots of other junk food, and one of his favorite alcohol drink, which is myx moscoto, mango flavored. I have a feeling Jamal only loves that drink cause Nicki Minaj came up with it. I also bought his favorite childhood movie which was The Incredibles.

After I was done I was on my way to his house. I got there by 9:20, but I figured I'll just leave the stuff in the car just in case he's not there.

I walked up the stairs and started to walk towards his condo, but the moment I turned the corner, I got mad, angry and I felt betrayed.

My Jamal was kissing some fucking jerk, like hell nooo.

"WTF!!" I shouted.

They both turned in shocked at me.

"Who tf are you!?"

"I'm his boyfriend, and who are you?" He said while sizing me, I'm about to catch a case Lord.

"WT-" I was cut off by Jamal.

"Wait what do you mean boyfriend James? we just met two days ago." Jamal said while looking confused.

"So who tf is this, are you guys in a relationship or something" he said while looking at Jamal.

"Listen nigga, you better get going before I have to put my hands on you?" I said getting aggravated just looking at this clown.

"I wish you would touch me, I bet it'll be the last thing you touch" he stepped forward.

"Wait WTF stoppp!! James, he's my best friend, and Shawn me and him are just... Friends"

"Oh so now we kiss friends, huh ?" I said clearly mad.

"Idk but just... Wait why tf would you care" he said as he walked closer to me.

"Because I'm your best friend and I have that right, to know exactly who you fuckin and who all your little friends are" I said but now I really don't why I'm this mad, but I stared down at Jamal.

"So if best friends should know all of this then why do I not know about all your little hoes, and that bitch you got pregnant why don't I know her!" He yelled at me and his eyes started to water.

"The way you guys are arguing I swear y'all more than best friends, so I'll just leave." The clown said.

"That would be a good idea" I said staring him down.

"Hmmmm matter of fact I'll stay then" he smirked then crossed his arms.

"Hold on Jamal." I walked over and punched the shit out of him and that's where it started.

- Jamal

"Hold on Jamal" Shawn said as he walked over to James, please don't punch him I thought but just watched to see what he was going to do.

Oh shittt I rushed over to stop this fight over something so petty, I tried to grab Shawn off of James but I couldn't, Shitt.

" Shawn stoppp" I yelled but that ain't do shit, so I just said the next thing that came to mind, to get them distracted.

"I'm pregnant!" I yelled again, this got them to look at me real quick, so I took this advantage and grabbed Shawn. And pushed him in my house then closed the door.

I then looked at James bloody face then said "sorry I'll call you later" and I tried to smile but he was highly upset and just walked away.

Fuckkkk my life, everytime I'm happy some shit ruins it.

I turned around and got inside to see Shawn sitting at the counter. Just looking at him made me have multiple feelings running through me.

I wanted to fight him, yell at him, kiss him, fuck him, all these things I wanted to do but instead I just walked towards my room.

-Shawn

When Jamal said he was pregnant I was loss asf and it actually saved that clowns life. So now I'm sitting here confused as to why I just did all that when Jamal is just my best friend, like I just felt jealous when I seen him kissing that clown.

Jamal came in and gave me a look that I read all to well, he was hurt, and it was my fault once again.

He walked straight by me and went in his room, so I followed him.

"Jamal listen can we please talk?" I basically pleaded to him.

"I really don't feel like talking" he said as he grabbed the covers and through it over his head.

I walked over to him, and sat down on the bed, while he turned his back towards me.

Fine, I'm sorry Jamal I know I fucked everything up, but I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for being irresponsible and getting a girl pregnant, I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry for waiting a day to chase after my best friend, I'm sorry for messing up your date with your friend, I'm sorry for everything that I've done, so I'll understand if you don't want to talk to me, but listen I love you Jamal and don't ever forget that.

I got up and went to go get the stuff in the car cause I wasn't leaving until I made up for hurting him like that.

I grabbed everything then went back to his condo I put some stuff in the refrigerator and left the rest out. I went around the house locking the front door, closed the blinds and turned off all the lights.

I went back to the room took off my shirt and left my sweat pants on then I got under the covers with him and brought him close to me.

"I love you too" he said then fell asleep, on my chest.

Everything felt so good, like Jamal is the missing puzzle to make me feel complete, but I can't be gay, I don't like guys like that, but with Jamal everything feels different.

And I like that kind of different.

Authors note- Soooo is he falling back? or Would they just be friends?