Trees (Joshler)

i Can Feel Your Breath

Tyler's POV

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i havent realized where we were walking until i saw it. the bridge. everything, every memory, every step, every though. everything started flooding back.

i stopped dead in my tracks, i started to feel a panic rising in me. shitshithsithshitshtishit

i felt a petrified ,"n-no" escape my lips. "n-not he-here"

everything started crashing down ontop of me. everything started to spin around me. or was everything just frozen? i couldnt tell. either way it was making me sick. 

the memories of what happened just a few weeks prior began screaming at me while the head was telling me to run away and scream myself. 

so i did that.

i turned and ran and ran and ran. i could hear someone screaming my name but it was to blurred to tell what direction it was coming from. although i knew it was Josh. my head wouldnt process it properly.

i heard footsteps behind me but i kept running. i ran until my legs were numb. then someone tackled me.

"TYLER!" i heard him yell. he sounded terrified and worried and mortally freaked out.

i couldnt answer. so i just squeezed my eyes shut and hoped he would leave my wounded soul in the street.

but he didnt. he instead held me and shushed me and rocked me back and forth. he held me like hes known me for years. he held me like he was going to loose his best friend.

but who would want to be friends with me? i doubt he would. once he knows my story and why i ran hes going to think im insane.

once i stopped shaking he looked me dead in my watery eyes and almost whispered

"its okay. you're okay. you dont have to tell me anything if you dont want to. but i want you to come back to my place. i dont think i would get any sleep if i left you alone like this."

i couldnt say anything. no ones ever done anything like this for me before. even though the offer was small. i was still touched my it. ive never had someone care about me like this. not even in the slightest.

so i nodded.

he grabbed my hand and lifted me back up.

and we walked away from the bridge. away from my house and away from the memories.

exept one thing was odd to me.

he never let go of my hand.

A/N

yes hello im here. im sorry i havent updated inlike a week. but my life has been shit and i havent felt motivated enough to write. and im sorry for the spelling mistakes im tired and im lazy so you're just going to have to live with them.