Years, Life

Years|| 16 years (3/3)

Dan's POV
The reception went by in a blur, all I could focus on was how happy I was. Our wedding dance was 'I know where I've been' from hairspray, as we thought it was very appropriate. As we danced, I looked into Phil's eyes, and I analysed every line as it was sung.

There's a light, in the darkness
Phil. Phil was a light in the darkness of my thoughts.

Though the night, is black as my skin.
Change skin to mind and it's true, again.

There's a light, burning bright, showing me the way.
We still had a long way to go, but with Phil helping me I could go anywhere.

But I know where I've been.
I know that even tough I'm still far from perfect, I've come so far, and I'm so much better than I was when I started.

There's a cry in the distance.
Sometimes it still hurts, and some days I feel like it's all too much.

It's a voice, that comes from deep within.
I have no control over it, even though I hate it, it's still there.

There's a cry, asking why.
I don't know why this happens to me, what have I done?

I pray the answers up ahead.
Hopefully it will stop, or I can find out why.

Cause I know where I've been.
But Phil has helped me so much already, I'm sure he'll be with be and support me no matter what.

At that point I was forced to stop because I couldn't concentrate on anything other than Phil's soft lips on mine. This was the beginning of the new Dan Howell-Lester. The happiest, best version yet.

An - the song lyrics are from the song from hairspray, which is sung by Queen Latifa xx

Thank you so much for all the support, I'll be honest, I'm not in the best place but you guys help so much xxx

Love,
Abi,
Xxx