Love In The Dark

Unloveable

Chapter 16
(The next day)
Rachels pov:
I was in the auditorium practicing my song for Mr.Shues lesson this week.
(Rachel)
Father, I'm gonna say thank you
Even if I'm still hurt
Oh, I'm gonna say bless you
I wanna mean those words

Always wished you the best
I, I prayed for your peace
Even if you started this
This whole war in me

You did your best or did you?
Sometimes I think I hate you
I'm sorry, dad, for feelin' this
I can't believe I'm sayin' it
I know you were a troubled man
I know you never got the chance
To be yourself, to be your best
I hope that Heaven's given you
A second chance

Father, I'm gonna say thank you
Even if I don't understand
Oh, you left us alone
I guess that made me who I am

Always wished you the best
I, I, I pray for your peace
Even if you started this
This whole war in me

You did your best or did you?
Sometimes I think I hate you
I'm sorry, dad, for feelin' this
I can't believe I'm sayin' it
I know you were a troubled man
I know you never got the chance
To be yourself, to be your best
I hope that Heaven's given you
(Tears come down her face)
Ohhhhhhh.....
You did your best or did you?
Sometimes I think I hate you
I'm sorry, dad, for feelin' this
I can't believe I'm sayin' it
I know you were a troubled man
I know you never got the chance
To be yourself, to be your best
I hope that Heaven's given you
A second chance
(End of song)
I sat there silently and then I heard clapping. I turned around and standing there was Mr.Shue.

"Wow, that was beautiful Rachel absolutely beautiful. " He told me.

I got up ready to leave when suddenly before I knew it I was in his arms crying.

"Why didn't he want me ? Why am I so unloveable that he didn't care enough to stay?" I asked him.

"Hey you are not unloveable, he made a choice and now he's going to miss out on your life because of it." He told me.

"It hurts Mr.Shue." I said.

"I know honey, I know it does but you are so special Rachel and you are going to change the world one day." He told me.

"You really believe in me that much?" I asked him.

"Yeah I do." He said wiping my tears.

"Hey Rachel....whats wrong?" Finn asked me .

I smiled and ran in his arms .

Finns pov:
Rachel ran into my arms and hugged me tight. I looked at Mr.Shue and he nodded . Rachel finally let go of the pain and now it's my duty to help her through it.

"I gotcha Rach, I gotcha ya." I said holding her tight.