Love In The Dark

Making A Decision

Chapter 9
(2 days later )
Rachels pov:
It's been 2 days since Finn told me he wanted us to try and be together and I still don't know if I want that. I laid in my room on my bed looking up at the ceiling trying to think of reasons to say yes or no. I pulled out a peice of pen and paper and started to write reasons down.
Pros of dating Finn:
1.He's cute
2 . he's kind
3. He's Funny.
4. He dances funny
5. He's my best friend
6. He was my first.
7. When we kiss I get butterflies and fireworks.
8.I think I could love him
Cons :
1.He's dating Quinn
2. He cheated on Quinn with me which means he could cheat on me too if he wanted.
3-8. He's dating Quinn.

I sat on the couch and sighed loudly. I decided to go take a walk and think some more. I was out side on my phone walking when Kurt sent me a video of my speech at Finns Birthday Party.

"Oh, ugh, hi everyone. My name is Rachel Berry and I'm Finns best friend. Ugh , Finn and I have been best friends since well since forever. We met in pre school and well we just clicked. Finn is an amazing guy, he's kind and loving and he always protects the people he loves. He can just walk into a room, give you a smirk, and brighten your whole day. Finn has always been there for me and anyone who has ever needed him. After my dad left Finn never left my side. I am so happy that I have him in my life , he's like my brother, I love him with all my heart and I know we will have many more adventures together . Happy Birthday Finny , I love you. " I told him.

The video ended and I realized that I told Finn I loved him and I mean not like brother , sister type but as an actual lover . Someone to spend the rest of my life with. I always felt this way and it makes sense I mean Finn is my rock and I do love him . I put my phone away and ran to Finns house and climbed up his trailer and just as I was about come in I realized he was talking to Quinn. I sat on the trailer and listened in,

"Quinn, I'm breaking up with you." He told her.

"What! You, you can't!" She said.

"I'm sorry but after everything I just can't do it anymore. I'm sorry but it's over ." He told her.

"You are going to regret this Finn Hudson!" She yelled loudly and stormed out.

I peeked in and saw Finn sitting there smiling and then he looked at me looking at him. He got up and opened the window.

"Rachel what are..."

I jumped into his arms knocking him to the ground.

"What are you doing crazy girl?" He asked me laughing.

I smiled and kissed him passionately,

"I wanna be with you Finn. " I told him.

"You do?" He asked me.

I nodded smiling.

He smiled and kissed me ,

"Good I'm glad to hear it." He said.

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