I kissed the scars on her skin

Chapter 13

The next few days Tony still wasn't  speaking  to me. Then again I didn't try to talk to him either. Vic and Mike were treating me like a piece of glass. Like I would break at any minute.

Jaime, well let's just say he was acting strange too. Whenever Vic and I hung out he would get sad or something.

Sometime I wonder what goes on in that boys brain. But then I would have to go ask him and I'm just too lazy to do so.

Tony was still angry with me and I know it. I just wish I was brave enough to talk to him about what had happened. But I didn't want that to result in another argument.

That's the last thing I need right now. I really hope we could sort this out. I already lost my parents.

I didn't need to lose my brother too. It would kill me. Heck I'm already a walking corpse. But I just couldn't stand the thought of losing my brother forever.

Everyone says he'll come around but when. It certainly isn't going to be anytime soon. If he does somehow forgive me that would be a miracle itself.

As I go out from my bunk I almost walk straight into Tony. He just grunts and rolls his eyes at me. I roll my eyes back and go to the back of the bus as usual.

Everyone else was already there. I wave my hand in a hello gesture and go sit at the booth. I could still feel their stares but I wasn't in the mood.

Like I said i was a piece of glass and I could break at any moment. I'm a very weak fragile thing.

" Hey how are you feeling?" Vic asks as he slides into the booth across from me

" Fucking fantastic ." I mutter sarcastically

He laughs and when he sees the look on my face he shuts up immediately. That's right I'm not playing games.

" You're serious?" Vic asks

" Yea." I say

" Is it about your brother?" Vic asks

I nod my head and stare at the scratches in the table. I traced my finger along the ridges.

" He'll come around. We all know Tony loves you to death." Vic says

" Does he really? Lately it doesn't seem like it." I say

" Come on Cas. He loves you." Vic says

" I don't want him to be mad at me forever." I say

" Cas he'll come around. Just give him time. We're all shaken up from..." Vic stops

It doesn't take a genius to know what he's talking about. It's about me. Ever since they found out about me everyone's been on edge.

I look over and see Jaime staring at me. I stare back and he looks away. That'll show him.

I look back at Vic and he's staring at both of us. I give him an eyebrow and he just shrugs.

" I'm sorry I've put you all through this." I say

" Don't apologize. We all get like that sometimes." Vic says with a smile

I know I could always count on him to make me feel better about myself. He was the type of friend that would give you space when you needed space and be there when you needed him.

You could always rely on him. I held him in high regards. He's my best friend. I trust him. Not that I don't trust my brother but right now I wanted nothing to do with him.

When Tony came to the back of the bus he didn't say a word to any of us. He sat on the couch and turned on Star Wars .

But this time he didn't invite me to watch with him. I couldn't believe it. We always watched Star Wars together.