Can't sleep

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Hello people who visualize this crap, I cannot sleep. I watched YouTube for awhile and I'm gonna end up staying up till 2 in the afternoon with it sooo...

I was on Tumblr earlier today and somebody asked me: How did you get your name?

My full name is unofficially Leo Noah Johnson. Before I wanted Leo to be short for Leolani, but I looked back and it means "powerful woman" or something. well I'm not a woman or a man sooo just Leo. My birth middle name was DeAnna and literally I spent hours thinking of a new middle name because DeAnna was too feminine for my taste. Then I remembered my middle name was a mix of my grandmother and great grandmother so I got my great grandfathers name and BOOM Noah. Also some people asked why it was so masculine and if you think about it "Leo" means Lion so pfft lion, lioness whatever. "Noah" means comfort so it can go either way. Tumblr has been debunked.

Another thing: hair. Ok so before I realized I was agender I wanted to grow out my hair but now it's just bothering me so I'm hoping to get it cut before school starts, fingers crossed that my mom remembers but if she forgets that's pretty sad because I remind her almost everyday...

So this is a mini tip, if you aren't genderqueer in any way go ahead and skip this: binding. plEASE. DO. NOT. USE. ACE TAPE. OR. DUCTAPE. YOU WILL FUCKING HURT YOURSELF. if you are closeted, like me, then there are so many other ways to bind without getting a binder, the camisole trick, the leggings trick, sports bra trick. I might do a binding rant or do something completely separate in another thingy.

it's late, or early however you want to think it, and I'm tired now so bye

~Leo.

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