Why do I sit here and still feel
Feel what was never even real
I hate it all
I hate how I still continue to fall
Each time I get up
Somebody brings it all back up
And I'm happy with her
Just parts of you randomly beat my brain
And it's like I'm going down a drain
A bell sounding constantly, reminding me of my past
It rattles my very being too the core
What is this?! I can't take much more
I want to forget you. I want to deny you even exist
I want to forget us, I hate this shit
I can't love the same
You broke me
I want Melancholy Hill to be leveled and buried forever
Buried by the lies and shit you put me through
I want to forget us, forget you, I regret you.
I regret talking to you.
I regret holding you.
I regret kissing you.
I regret fucking you.
I regret proposing to you.
I regret you in general.
You went from medicine to my poison.
I hate you.
