Here I stand
In a clouded land
Ashes fall surrounding me
Ashes of Lost Memories around me
Voices hiss threats and memories all around me
They taunt me with what I've done
The ashes block out the Sun
They cloud my happiness
I drop to my knees, begging for forgiveness
I plead to whomever will answer my call
Sometimes I feel so small
Insignificant
Sometimes I feel magnificent
Proud
I shout my love so loud
Sometimes I scream for guidance
I need assistance
I need to know it will be okay
I need to know it will be worth it someday
I am arrogant, egotistical, proud
I am annoying, mean, loud
I am kind, gentle, caring
I am brave, strong, daring
I am insane, odd, slightly mental
I am loving, happy, sentimental
