I am doing a little better now
I still hurt, hurting now
I love you still
Always will
But I don't want you
I mean, I do, but I know it would hurt more
I sometimes imagine you knocking on my door
In the pouring rain
Soaked and tormented by your brain
You don't apologize at all
I don't ask for one
I just let you in
Let you win
I hold you tight and you cry
No words are spoken
You stand there broken
And I stand there wanting to let go
But I hold you, bringing you up as I fall low
It then shifts to a desert...
We stand under a lone tree
It has fruit, but just one
I let you have it, even though I'm famished
I boost you up,
But it slowly causes me to sink,
By the time you get the fruit, it's too late for me
I am up to my chest,
Reaching out for your help,
But you sit in the shade, eating the fruit, smiling as I am buried alive...
I know, it's odd
But nothing seems real anymore
If nothing else, I want to know if you still will read
If you still support me...
I support you, I have always...
I will always...
I read, I vote, but I can't tell you how great it is...
Just give me a sign...
I am going to State this weekend...
I wish you knew just how much you influenced me to even try
I still am going to win,
I will still give you enough that you'll never have to worry again...
Just, vote this if you read...
