That's My Baby

That's My Baby-34

"Hey what's up? It's been a while" sabi lang ni Ziella na chill na chill pa tas nginitian niya lang si James

"Eto ayos lang.Ikaw?" Tanong pa nito pero bago pa sila makapagsalita ulit,i interrupted na

"Uhm i think we should go na since nandito naman na si James.Goodluck and have fun!" Sabi ko lang then hinila na si Meghan palayo sa kanilang dalawa.Kailangan nila ng alone tine since matagal silang hindi nagkita.

Ano nga ba si Ziella sa buhay ni James? Well girlfriend lang naman.Pero it was way back then.Nagbreak sila dahil ayaw nila ng long distance relationship and isa pa,may pagka-Playboy kasi yung lalaking yun

"Ano ba meron sa dalawang yun?" Nagtatakang tanong ni Meghan sakin pero nginitian ko lang siya

"We don't know"

Actually wala naman kaming gaanongg gagawin.Alibi lang namin yun dahil ayaw namin makasama si Ziella.

Medyo whore din kasi dati yun si Ziella kaya hindi kami close and hindi ako comfortable kasama siya ngayon since 13 years kaming di nagkita.Nawala na yung closeness ko sakanya ngayon.Let's say na close pa rin kami ngayon pero hindi na kagaya ng dati.Marami na din nagbago especially yung features,ugali,the way she talks,the way she walks or anything related in physical tsaka sa personality.Marami siyang ugali na nagstay pero marami rin siyang ugali na nabago.

Since we're bored,We headed to the library then nagpick ng random books

I got this book for broken hearted.Bakit ito ang napili ko? Wala lang.Trip ko lang.

I flipped the book to a random page since puro advice at tips naman siya or experiences sa love.

For my part, I prefer my heart to be broken. It is so lovely, dawn-kaleidoscopic within the crack.
-D.H. Lawrence

Wow deep! Naisip ko lang.Ok din pala maging heartbroken.Pero syempre as much as possible ayoko maexperience yun.I mean kapag brokenhearted ka,you can think through situations.May mga bagay na marerealize at maaanalyze mo.Especially this..

"I had to get over [him]. For months now, a stone had been sitting on my heart. I'd shed a lot of tears over [him], lost a lot of sleep, eaten a lot of cake batter. Somehow, I had to move on. [Life] would be hell if I didn't shake loose from the grip he had on my heart. I most definitely didn't want to keep feeling this way, alone in a love affair meant for two. Even if he'd felt like The One. Even if I'd always thought we'd end up together. Even if he still had a choke chain on my heart."
-Kristan Higgins

I was blind and heart broken and didn't want to do anything and Gus burst into my room and shouted, "I have wonderful news!" And I was like, "I don't really want to hear wonderful news right now," and Gus said, "This is wonderful news you want to hear," and I asked him, "Fine, what is it?" and he said, "You are going to live a good and long life filled with great and terrible moments that you cannot even imagine yet!
-John Green

To be rejected by someone doesn't mean you should also reject yourself or that you should think of yourself as a lesser person. It doesn't mean that nobody will ever love you anymore. Remember that only ONE person has rejected you at the moment, and it only hurt so much because to you, that person's opinion symbolized the opinion of the whole world, of God.

Ang tanging solusyon para hindi na bumigat ang pakiramdam mo ay mag move-on and be positive in life.Kalimutan natin ang mga bagay na nagpapabigat lang sa damdamin at makakasakit lang satin.Past will always be a past.Memories are memories.