Long For You [Book 1]

Chapter Sixteen

Harry's POV

My heart is teared into pieces. I'm broken. It's my fault. This wouldn't happened. It's all because of me.

Without thinking, I started to drive far from them. I went back to North Bergen. They were calling me and sending messages telling how worried they are and how Taylor is going on.

First, I dropped off to the church and prayed hard and alot. I was crying aloud and sobbing. I can't even breathe properly.

After, I went to the bar to take shots. I know this won't help but I don't know what to do. It's my fvxcking fault. I should've told her that I care for and how much I love her. And now I screwed it up.

I received a text from Taylor's dad. And it says her condition is very bad that she's now on 50/50. I immediately went to the hospital as fast as I can.

I saw Niall and the group crying with red-swollen eyes. I found our parents and I come closer to them.

"I'm-----I'm so--- I'm so so---rry. It's--- It's my----fault." I told them while sobbing. "No. It's nor your fault. We don't want this to happened to her." Taylor's mom respond to me while crying. She hugged me as I hugged her back.
My parents told me the reason why Taylor was transferring school. After I knew the reason, it made me hate myself even more.

Gemma let me sleep for awhile. Austin also advised me to rest and he'll wake me up.

I took a nap for a while. It was very hard for me to take a nap. I have many thoughts on my mind now.

I can't stop crying, thinking this was all my fault.

Luckily I fall asleep.

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"Harry! Harry!" I woke up seeing my dad waking me up. "The doctor will see us for a bit to state Taylor's condition." I nodded sadly and I decided to walk over my friends.

"Hey Harold. You okay now?" Niall asked. "Did you have some rest?" Louis added. I didn't respond to their questions but instead I hugged them all including the girls. "Oh Harry. Let's pray for her to be safe. And to stay with us." Selena pats my back with tears in her eyes. "Yeah." Karlie muttered. "Hey you're mom is calling you over there." Cara points to the direction of our parents with the doctor. "Thanks." I waved to them a 'goodbye' sign with a fake smile pretending I was okay.

"So what do you want to hear? The good news or bad news?" The Doctor asked us.

"We'll go for the good news." Taylor's mom said as her dad agrees. My parents both willingly to hear the good news.

"Okay. So Taylor made it..." We all released sighs and exchanging smiles as I thank God for keeping her alive.

"But... She's in a comma.."

"For 3 years..."

What?

"What?" We all exclaimed not believing what we've heard from the doctor.

"Everything will be back to normal when she'll wake up. We just have to wait for awhile. Y'know." The Doctor writes prescription and advices what she'll do for a day lying on bed doing nothing.

The Doctor finally let us go inside of her room to check her.

"Uh... One person per visit." The nurse stopped us as we looked at each other.

Both of our parents suggest me to go in first. I released a sigh as their giving me a hopeful smile.

As I opened the door, I can see her lying on bed with many wires and dextrose attached to her.

She was still Taylor. The beautiful and sweet one. Her hair lays across to her face. And it hurts to see her like this. I can't stop blaming myself myself but at least she's awake. In the inside.

I didn't even had a chance to tell her that I love her.