Long For You [Book 1]

Chapter Twenty Three

Harry's POV

(school)

"Okay. Good bye class. See you on the next meeting." Our teacher greeted us goodbye as my classmates stepped out of the room.

"Sir, uhm. We need a replacement for ....... Taylor." I mumbled while facing to Mr. Sangster.

"Oh yeah. Ah,I suggest Ed will replace her." Mr. Sangster said with a sad tone.

"We miss her presense, ya know? She's one of the smartest students here." Mr. Sangster added while I'm holding back the pain.

"Yeah. Me too." My stomach drops and my heart beating rapidly.

"I wish that accident wouldn't have happened." He added.

Ouch.

The fact that I know it's not my fault to cause her accident but a part of me makes me guilty for scolding her during the phone call. 

"Yeah. Uhm. I gotta go. W-We'll work on the newspaper. I'll inform Ed. Thanks." I stuttered.

I left the room as I sigh in relief. Then, I felt a vibration inside my pocket. I pulled out my phone and Kendall's name appeared on my locksreen.

Kendall: Happy monthsarry babe! Let's celebrate. My house xx

Omy! How could I forgot our monthsarry! Omy. I screwed up again!

I replied quickly.

Me: Yes babe! How could I forget? I'm gonna go get you somethin'. ;) see you.

Even we're in a relationship, I couldn't say 'I love you' to her because those are strong words and meaningful. And those are the last words that I said to Taylor so its very special for me.

I immediately went to the park and bought some flowers for Kendall. Since I asked her out, I've never visited Taylor, so I'll be visiting her tomorrow morning with our friends.

I arrived to Kendall's house as I knocked to their door. Kendall opens it up,  as she welcomes me a big hug and a kiss on a cheek. It makes me cringe. It's not that I don't love her, It's just like I'm missing something.

"Hi babe." She greeted as the guided me through the table.

"Here. I got these for you." I gave it to her as my cheeks heated up.

"Awwww! Thank you babe! Happy monthsarry!" She kissed my cheeks again as I smiled.

"No problem. Happy monthsarry babe!" I kissed her on her knunckles. A smile across through her face as we sit down and talk about many things. I really liked er company. I mean, she's beautiful, rich, smart, kind but not that smart, rich, beautiful as Taylor.

We've watched some movies and we cuddled while eating popcorn and pizaa. We've spent four hours together. I checked my watch and decided to leave.

"Hey. I really enjoyed tonight. Happy Monthsarry!" I kissed her on her cheek and pulled her into a hug.

"Thank you Harry. I love you." She smiled. I love you. I cringed to those words.

"Yeah bye." I quickly ran off towards the door. I get back where I parked my car and sighed in relief.

I get the keys hanging on my wallet as a polaroid picture falls down.

It's a picture of me and Taylor. Taylor's cheeks were very close to mine as we smiled joyfully.

Then I felt tears suddenly flowing. I wiped it out quickly as I started the car.

I miss her. Phew-- I just have to wait two years from now.