Long For You [Book 1]

Chapter Thirty

AN: Hi guys! We've reached Chapter Thirty!! Yaaay. I'll be updating soon. Please be patient. 

"T-Taylor." I muttered with a shaky voice as tears falling down. Without hesitation, I pulled her into a hug as I kissed her temples. I was crying and sobbing into her arms. She rubbed my back, hugging me tighter.

"Shhhh. Harry. It's okay." My heart melt when she kissed my cheek. Even though I was crying, I felt my cheeks heating up. I felt shivers going down to my spine. The scent of her makes me fall in love with her even more.

"I-----I'm..... I'm sorry." My voice was very shaky.

"No, don't say that Harry." She hugged me tighter as she convinces me that it was not my fault.

I pulled away and wiped out my tears on my gloomy face. She holds my hand, intertwining our fingers.

I blushed.

"Hmm. Looks like someone miss me badly." She teased while laying down in bed wiping her tears.

"Yeah." I removed my shoes as I climb onto the hospital bed besides her. I faced to her and smiled. She smiled back with tears on her eyes.

"And now you're the one who is crying." I whispered to her right ear while kissing her cheeks. Gosh. I miss this.

She didn't reply.

"I miss you." I blurted while tears running down again. I can't stop crying.

"Well. I wish I could say that. But--- you know, it felt like it just happened yesterday." She said referring the accident that happened three years ago.

"Tay. Please. I'm-- I'm sorry. I really didn't know." I sobbed while apologizing to her. 

"It's okay. Leave the past behind. Move on." She tucks her hand into my curls and smiled.

"So. Have you- uhm. Changed?" She asked. I think she's nervous that she couldn't look straight into my eyes.

I should tell her the truth. Even though it hurts. I'm not the same Harry that she used to know.

I need to tell her how screwed up my life is. I'll tell her how much it caused and affected me.

"Taylor."