Shadows heart (Sebastian x reader) book 1

Chapter 10

Sebastian's P.O.V

I didn't know what came over me, it was as if my whole body steamed up as I overheard Prince Soma's suggestion when I was walking by. But now, I was by myself and full of what believed was sorrow. What on earth was (Y/N) doing to me? She made me feel things a demon should never feel, she made me do actions which I never would of considered doing in my whole life. I finally made it to the room my master was in and saw him playing chess on his own, but surprisingly he was playing with the white pieces instead of the normal black ones.

"Sebastian?" Ciel looked over to me and it seemed like he was hiding something from me. I raised an eyebrow and stood next to him, he looked up at me and I could see the corner of a letter poking out underneath his hands. I let out a sigh and immediately grabbed the letter.

Soma,

I am rather flattered that you have asked me for permission but I must say that I have no authority over (Y/N). However I do know this marriage could bring Britain closer with India, which means if the queen was to find out she would most likely use her authority to make this marriage happen. So we must keep this a secret from the royalty of Britain. There is also one factor of a man who she cares deeply for, I'm not too sure if he would respond well to this situation.

If you want my honest opinion, I would of wanted her to do this but this is a human we are talking about. A beautiful woman who is both strong and smart, so let it be her decision and let her be the one to choose the fate of her own life.

Yours sincerely,
Ciel phantomhive

I slowly placed the letter down and left the room without a word, I didn't know where I was going but I needed to go to a place that would help me calm my nerves.

(Time skip- warning lemon ahead)

It was dark and everyone was asleep except from me, I was a demon so couldn't sleep even if I wanted to. It was rather frustrating though and I found myself outside (Y/N)'s door. I didn't bother knocking and walked quietly into her room, i saw her sleeping in her bed with a peaceful expression on her face. I sat down next to her and stroked her (h/c) hair, she was so beautiful I couldn't help but gently kiss her on the forehead. She started to stir in her sleep and a slight murmur of my name escaped her lips. Smiling to myself, I kissed her lips and her eyes fluttered open.

"I see the princess has awoken." I chuckled and she stared at me wide eyed.

"Sebastian! What are you doing here." She whisper yelled and I couldn't help but kiss her again. She was at first stiff but then she started to melt into the kiss. Her lips interlocked with mine and I ran my tongue over her bottom lip, asking for entry. Before, she never used to give it to me straight away but now she seemed rather eager. I smirked slightly whilst my tongue danced around her's. She slowly leaned back and I braced an arm on her bed without breaking the kiss. Her hands explored my back as I slowly rubbed myself against her, I broke the kiss and started kissing her neck. I soon found her sweet spot and she made sure I knew by slightly moaning and dug her nails into my back. I started sucking at her sweet spot, she began to fidget as she became more aroused. I pulled away and stared down at her fragile body, her eyes were full of lust as she stared up at me expecting more. Teasingly, I got off the bed and headed towards the door until I heard a slight huff coming from behind me. Turning around, I saw her standing up with hers arms crossed.

"You're not going to leave me now." (Y/N) said in a disappointed voice, my eyes trailed up her body and I realised how short her silk nightgown was. I could even see a part of her underwear which was just purely black lace. I couldn't hold back my animalistic side as I lunged at her.

"How many times must I tell you." I growled as I pinned her arms back, "never tease a demon." I felt like I was in full power but (Y/N) took control and somehow rolled me onto my back so she was on top. She started to unbutton my shirt and my hands grabbed her breasts, she moaned as I started to fondle them and a few times she couldn't concentrate on undoing some of my buttons. My shirt was soon off and she moved down to my pants. First the belt was gone, then it was all off. She started to blush as she saw my large bulge. I rolled my eyes as she suddenly became rather shy, before she was confident but now...it's rather frustrating. I decided to move things on and ripped her thin nightgown off and saw that she was wearing no bra. My eyes glowed pink as I tried to control myself. What the hell is this mortal doing to me. I locked my lips against hers as she slowly pulled down my underwear and grasped the shaft of my dick and pumped agonisingly slowly, I bucked my hips at the sudden touch and my head leaned back as I let out a groan; closing my eyes. She suddenly took it into her mouth and my hand slithered though her hair and slightly pushed her head to go faster, she was going  too slow and I just couldn't take it. "Damn it." I growled and pushed her head even more. She pulled away,  smirking at me.

"That's what you get for teasing me." Her voice was a purr and I kissed her passionately, this time with more need and aggression as I felt my control slip. I slightly pulled her legs apart as I rubbed her clothed womanhood. She squirmed under my touch and I started to kiss her neck; leaving a trail of hickeys. I pulled down her underwear with my teeth, staring deep into her eyes the whole time. Without any control I thrusted into her and she let out a loud moan, her back arched as she adjusted to my size. Her mouth was wide open, as if she was trying to say something but didn't have the voice to. She then nodded her head, telling me to go. At first I pushed in slowly, but like before my control slipped and movement became faster. Utter bliss took over me as I pushed my head up grunting in pleasure, y/n was a moaning mess and bit her lip to quieten herself. I quickly claimed her lips as I continued thrusting with desperation, she moaned into my mouth and I bit her lip for her. "Se-Sebastian!" Her voice was practically a series of moans and gasping. I had normally done this with women to gather information but it never felt like this, it never felt this intimate and pleasurable.

"(Y/n)!" I gasped as she started to move with me, meeting me all the way. She suddenly dug her fingers into my shoulders, arousing me even more.

"R-right there!" Her voice was breathless and I plunged harder and faster. I pulled her onto my lap and sat up, grabbing her hair and back, kissing her neck as she pushed herself faster onto me. My lips moved down her neck to her nipple and I bit softly onto it. "Ahhh Sebastian!"

"Not yet (Y/n)!" I carried on pushing harder, I never wanted this to end but I could feel myself getting closer. Sweat formed as beads on my body and the room was filled with lust, with one final thrust I felt myself release at the same time as (y/n). I fell onto the bed next to her, panting and pulling her close. She snuggled her head into my chest and I buried my head into her (h/l) (h/c) hair. It was dark and the room was silent, all I could hear was her small breaths and the beating of her heart.

"Sebastian?" (Y/n) whispered in the darkness and I hummed a response, she looked up to my face smiling, "I love you." My eyes widened and I felt strangely happy, she looked away in embarrassment with her cheeks a beet red. I gently grabbed her chin, making her look at me, my eyes softened as I smiled slightly.

"I love you too."