Trying To Reach Happiness

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(Warning: Cussing.. sorry)

  Readers POV

Pans Lost Girl. I like the sound of that. I have been on the run for the longest time. Well since I can remember actually. But Pan gave me the greatest offer. I could live with him and the lost boys forever. Never grow old. And never have to be on the run again. All I had to do was be loyal. As in if where told to kill. I kill. If I am told to train like the others. I train. I think, act, and live like a lost boy.
But Peter prefers calling me his Lost Girl.

I have lived in Neverland now for two years. I am frozen at the age of 13 which kinda sucks. I knew I'd be frozen at this age and stage of my life but when you catch feelings for a 17 year old its terrible. Pan still thinks of me as his Lost Girl but as like a little sister. That's the worst zone to be stuck in.

As the year passed Peter was impressed with my skill and how well I had been able to adapt to Neverland. So as a token Peter gifted with a beautiful locket. It's an oval shape with stars engraved in the back of it. I haven't taken it off since.
"I think two beautiful things belong to one another" he whispered as he clipped the locket around my neck.

I don't think I had smiled so much as I had that day. But I guess when you reach something so high it's bound to start crumbling down. And it did. Maybe a week or two later the shadow dropped off a new girl. Wendy Darling was her name. Everyone loved her even Pan. I was thrown off replaced you can say.

"Nobody wants you here (Y/N). Take the hint and leave." Wendy's prissy voice stated as she pushed me into a tree. I rolled my eyes. "Ya 'know you're prettier when your silent." I said standing up holding my side. "Yea sure. Kinda like how everyone prefers you in the shadows." She said pushing down. I rolled my eyes jumping up.

"I don't need a prissy little bitch like you talking to me like that." I grumbled grabbing her hand twisting it back. She screamed and changed her aura completely. "OW! PETER HELP!" She screamed as I dropped her hand. Nearly a second later Pan appeared next to her. "What happened?" He instantly as Wendy pointed at me. "She attacked me!" She cried as Pan held her hopefully broken hand.

"What the hell is wrong with you        (Y/N)" Pan asked glaring at me as if I killed his puppy. I looked over at Wendy who gave me a look that practically said 'Its your word against mine.' So who'd he truly believe. I shrugged as I rolled my eyes. "Well ya know I just wanted to train so why not use Barbie." I stated walking to camp.

"Where do you think you're going!" Pan yelled as he ended up right infront of me. I scoffed "To camp." I stated nodding behind him. "You've harmed a Lost Girl. You can't just go back to camp. I let out a laugh. "Seriously. You let the boys attack one another. And that deep-fried Barbie doll isn't even close to being a Lost Girl."

He shook his head. "You are banned from Camp." I dropped my smile. "Excuse me?" I asked furrowing my eyebrows. "You can't come back to camp. Get off my island and don't come back." I shook my head. "Pan.. you can-" I started to speak but he stopped me. "Leave." He stated then disappeared into thin air.

I took in a deep breath as I felt a tear fall onto my cheek and then another, then another. I shook my head and wiped away the tears. 'Don't cry. Don't cry.' I thought to myself as I walked for the beach. Away from Camp. Away from this dark island. Away from Pan. From everything.

I sat on the beach waiting. I don't know really. The shadow. A mermaid. Anything to take me away. I let a deep breath and rested my head on my knees. "I know this is probably a dumb question but are you alright?" I heard a deep Irish accent ask.

I shook my head no and grumbled saying "Pretty sure I'm far from alright." I stated looking up to be greeted by the face of Captain Hook. A pirate who made deliveries to the island but seemed to despise Pan. I guess I see why now. "Your one of Pans Lost things. Right?" He asked as I stood up.

I nodded but stopped while rolling my eyes. "Well was. Before Pan decided to trade me out." I said tilting my head to look at the sky. "Hey. You gotta boat right?" I asked the Captain he nodded and motioned towards it. "Only the finest vessel to travel in yes." He said. 'He loves that boat.' "Do you mind giving me a lift. Not far just the nearest land. Anywhere really."

He nodded and walked me to the ship. "Why don't I do you one better?" He asked with a smile as we crossed through the beach. "What do you have in mind?" I asked as he stared forward. "I'm running short on crew members. I could use someone new. And young they last longer. So what do you say?" He asked as I thought. "I'm in!" I said holding my hand out to shake his. "Uh other hand dear." I nodded "Oh right sorry.."

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Those years ago seem so far. Usually people are amazed how fast the years go by but mine seem deadly slow. I like being a pirate honestly it's just... I'm a Lost Girl. Child. Thing. Whatever I have never felt so safe and belonged at Neverland but I can't go back. Even if I was allowed how could I?

"Do you wanna help with the delivery?" Hook asked as I sat on the dock with my back to the island. I shook my head. I could I mean I'm not 13 anymore I could finally age off the island. Well to 16 atleast. "I might need some help dear. Pan requested more supplies." I sighed giving in. Feeling bad for saying no. I stood and walked with Hook off the ship with a way to heavy box.

"What the hell are they ordering? bricks!" I raised my voice as I dropped the third box. "Don't lose your temper darling. That pretty face could freeze with that scowl on it for so long." I heard an old voice say from in front of me. The warm air around me turned cold as I froze not daring to look up.

"Do I know you love?" I heard him ask as I saw him walk slightly closer. I turned throwing my locket under my shirt. "No sir.." I said making my voice higher than normal. "I know when I'm being lied to dear." He stated turning me around. He furrowed his eyebrows as his eyes scanned over me
"Who are you?"

I smiled lightly and let my voice be normal. "The years have no doubt changed me." I said as his eyes landed on the chain on my neck. He pulled the chain to let the locket fall infront of me. "Do you remember what you said when you gave this to me?" I asked seeing a faint smile on Pan's lips.

"That two beautiful things belong to one another.."

(A/N.   Yay I made another one. Sorry updates are sucky and like EVERYWHERE school is crazy and horrible but that's normal. So please send in request like the past two imagines have been based off of. I will try to make them the best and fast as I can. Thank you so much and please like and comment)

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