Making Senpai Notice Me (Pisces x Scorpio)

T h i r t y - T w o

Scorpio's POV:

There she was. Just standing there. She looked nervous to see me. Heck, I would be too. I was really angry at her but honestly, I'm over it. I'm not talking to her because I feel so weird around her. Since the beginning when I first saw her, I felt weird around her. It's like she's cracking some of my walls and I can't have that because then I'll get hurt after.

I don't want to be hurt. No one does. And pain is funny to the world. Everyone thinks it's hilarious to hurt someone's feelings. To see them in tears. To watch them go through so much pain. But how much can they take?

Forget it. I'm honestly getting no where.

"I wanted to talk to you Scorpio." She said in a soft voice. Her voice was still angelic. And I could hear how broken she was too. Because of me? Duh.

"No. You can't." I said while backing up. My hand touched the door handle.

"Wait! Please don't go!" She begged. I looked into her eyes and I could see tears starting to form. Oh no. I made her cry. I need to leave before I say anything else that will hurt her.

"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry for ripping your art work. I'm sorry for getting jealous of Serra ." She cried. Wait...she was jealous of Serra?

"I forgive you." I mumbled but loud enough to where she could hear. I saw her tense shoulders relax. At least I gave her peace for that.

"But I cannot talk to you anymore." I said while turning away from her.

"Wahh?! Why?!" She gasped loudly.

"Because!" I yelled while turning around and facing her.

"I feel different when I'm around you. I'm more exposed in my heart and I hate it! I'm weak when I'm with you. Why?! I need to be strong! You made me feel weird. In my stomach and in my heart!" I yelled. Her bright aquamarine eyes widened. It was probably so much to take in all at once. But I wasn't exactly done yet.

I stared into her eyes.

"When I look at you.." I said softly. But then I shut my eyes tightly and then opened them again to reveal anger in my own eyes. How could I allow all these emotions to show through!?

"I get so angry!" I yelled and then reached for the handle and ran down the stairs leaving her there alone. Just standing there. Shocked because of what just happened. Because of me.

But I had too. I opened my locker and stuffed some of my drawings and school work in there. I slammed it closed and I wasn't aware of the one paper that stuck out halfway.

I stomped back to class hoping that I wasn't going to be in trouble for skipping. 

If only things could be different. Then maybe I wouldn't feel so bad.