Hurt Again ( on hold)

What are we? | Chapter 8

The day passes quite quickly and I'm truly exhausted. The whole day I ran around with the boys and it really took my mind off of Chelsea. As for Cole, I don't know. I haven't seen him all day and I know I overreacted but I was pissed.
I walk towards the school doors and make my way over to Kayla and Ashlyn.
" hey boo" Kayla says and I give her a tight hug.
"Hey, you mind if you can drop me home?" I ask.
" yeah sure, Ashlyn u coming ?" Kayla asks her but she was looking over my shoulder with a glare and an upset face. She looked at me and I turned around to see what the fuck she's on about.
My heart started to hammer in my chest. Chelsea was all over Cole, kissing his cheek. I don't even remember storming over there and ripping that girls hair out.
" what the fuck are you doing!" I screamed at her.
She looked a bit shook but she stood her ground.
" kissing my boyfriend, problem" she says smiling at the crown forming.
" he's. Not, your. boyfriend ! You sick bitch!" I say walking towards her. It hurts me so much to see someone else doing the things that I should be with the person i like? I'm going to use that word for now.
" then tell me, who's boyfriend is he ?" She says knowing that she's put me in a sticky situation.
I see the jaggz behind me and their waiting for an answer also.
I'm stuck. I don't know what to say or what to do because my answer could have a good outcome or a bad one. I look at Cole and he's looking at me knowing that I'm going to say something that will ruin our relationship. Hell id think the same thing if he treated me the way I've treated him.
The thing I need to think about is, do I really want Cole? I mean I think about him way to much and if we don't talk for a long time I get restless and needing to talk to him. It's like I need to be around him. I crave his touch and it's just so overpowering, this feeling. It hurts when your not around the person you love but when your with him... Fuck. Did I say love?
I look around and I know what I'm going to say. It's the only way I can be true to myself.
I turn to Cole and smile. He wears a confused expression on his pretty face.
" he's my boyfriend" I say. Gasps are heard around the gathered circle but I couldn't give a fuck. I walked up to him and kissed him.
You know that one moment in the film where the two lovers express their love for one another to the whole school... That's what it felt like. When I realised that we had an audience I pulled away. Cole was looking at me as if he was proud.
" Thankyou" he says before kissing my cheek.
" Ariyah WTF!" I hear Kayla scream.
I sigh and turn around. Luckily people started to walk away, apart from the jaggz and Cole.
" yea" I say
" why you gotta do that fo!" She says.
I look back at the jaggz and Daniel is smiling at me but the rest of them is looking at me weird.
" what?" I question.
" you like white boys" Ty says and I give him a obvious look.
" okay , okay" he holds his hands up.
" okay...?" I say.
They all start laughing.
" you do u Ariyah " they joke and continue their conversations. Well Jesse is just staring at me.
" uh Jesse you straight?" I ask.
" ye." He says walking away to his car.

" that went well" I say and he nods laughing.
" come on" I say taking his hand and walking into the Forrest.
" ugh I feel so relieved " I say into the silence around us, apart from the crunching of the leaves under our feet.
" I'm just happy I can kiss you whenever I want" he says and stops taking both of my hands and his signature smirk plastered on his face.
I roll my eyes at him and hold him close.
" you smell good" I say and he laughs.
" oh yeah?" He teases.
" mhm" I say into his shirt.
" God I'm so lucky" he whispers.
**************

Because we're early home, Cole invited me round his house, well he dragged me there. Once we reached his bedroom I flung onto the bed.
" Cole Parker, I Never knew you could be so -"
" beautiful, sexy, intriguing, dirty" he smirks and kisses my neck aggressively but it feels so good. He bits and sucks my neck until I'm a moaning mess, sprawled over his bed.
" Cole" I manage to croak out as he towers over me.
" mhm" he says biting my ear lobe.
Saucy part
*
I flip us over quickly and My lips find his, Coles hands gripping my hips close to him. I start to trail kisses from his cheek, down his neck, I lift his shirt up and I place a kiss on each ab. I can hear his unsteady breathing and I smirk against his skin. I reach his v line and I slow down before looking up at him.
My eyes are locked with his as I move my hand to the front of this trousers.
" Ariyah- you need to uh fuck" he curses.
" shh baby, I want to try something" I say. I start to unbuckle his pants and pull down his trousers to reveal his boxers. I pull him to the edge of the bed and start to take of his boxers slowly.
" ah, please" he moans his head thrown back.
" my pleasure" I say.
Let's just say he was a moaning mess under my touch.
*
" shit" he says after I'm done with him.
I laugh at him and he gets dressed.
" come cuddle" I say holding my hands out as I lay on the bed. He smiles at me before filling my empty embrace and kissing my forehead. I play with his silky hair gently, my forehead against his. I sigh as he runs his hands up my back.
" you know we've never been on an official date before?" He says.