Hurt Again ( on hold)

Old Habbits| Chapter 14

Ariyah POV

Screaming wouldn't stop Cole from completely massacring Damon's face. He same with Tion, they mercilessly bunched and kicked him.
" stop! Stop!" I scream running towards the scene.
" get out of here Ariyah! Look at what he done to you!" Cole says angrily pulling Damon up, his face covered in blood and loosing all strength he had. He didn't seem to be fighting back. It was as though he wanted to get beaten to a pulp.
" Cole, get off of him!" I run invite wen them and push Cole and Tion away from Damon. Shielding him with my hands so they would have to hurt me to get to him.
" Ariyah, what are you doing?" Cole says confusingly.
" she still loves me idiot" Damon crocks out, coughing out blood.
" shut up!" I hiss at him. Taking off his jumper, I pat away the blood from his face.
" how can you protect this psychopath! Come on we're going" Tion says.
" no! I can't just leave him here! Yeah he fucked up but he had reasons..." I drift off.
" she will always love me white boy, your nothing compared to me, her true love. Y- you're just a replacement" he says and I hold myself together as he's in very critical state.
" Damon shut it! Your very lucky your too hurt for me to strangle you" I say rolling my eyes and looking towards Cole.
He looks a mess. I missed him so much but this guilt creeps back and I look away nervously.
" you know it's not true Cole, your my boyfriend" I say honestly.
" you forgot all about lover boy after I brought up all our precious memories" he says and I move away from him, letting him fall aggressively to the floor. He laughs and I shake my head. I chat believe this, I always have to mess up.
" persuade her how" Cole says looking at me suspiciously.
" don't listen to him Cole! He's the one who stalked me and kidnapped me! If your looking for an explanation" I say grabbing his hand." Let's go" I say.
I turn to Tion, great fun to see him again I give him a hug.
" watch him" I say pointing at Damon.
He nods and I turn away, waking into the kitchen.
As we enter I turn around and wrap my arms tightly around his neck. He hugs me back also and tears start to fall from my face.
" I missed you so much" I said.
" feelings are mutual, God I was so worried" he breathes into my hair.
Pulling away I stare up at his brown eyes and I sigh to see him here with me. I look down to his pink lips and I lean forward to kiss him. He doesn't hesitate, and he kisses me back hungrily and eagerly.
" wait" he says and he pulls away.

" what Damon said... Is it true?"
" I told you Cole, I don't love him anymore" I say moving to kiss him again but he pulls away.

" but he said he persuaded you.." He trails off moving his hands off of me.

" for gods sake Cole why do you have to be so insecure!" I say running my hand through my hair aggressively as I pace up and down.

" just tell me you didn't do anything" he says holding my hand.
I want to say we didn't, and that Damon was lying but I couldn't. I just stared at him in silence. His face turned from a confused one to one of hurt.
" it's not what you think Cole..."
" Just don't Ariyah" he says harshly but in a low voice.
" he started filling my head with these good memories of us together and- and I just broke" I rambled as he shook his head and breathed in and out heavily.

" after I lost sleep worrying about you, you've been with him.." He throws bowls of tables, smashes glass and I scream at how he's acting.
" stop it your scaring me Cole!" I say, half sobbing. I've never broken down in front of him before. I- I just can't do this it hurts too much.
" I can't, I can't" I say as I slide down a wall, my head in my hands as I breath irregularly.
" what happened" I hear Tion say, his feet mashing the broken glass.
" I want to end it, I just don't want to go on like this" I cry. Opening my eyes, I look towards a piece of glass. I pick it up and look at the weapon that I will soon use to inflict unimaginable pain... But it will go away soon. Not like the pain I'm going through now where it feels like it's never ending.
" Ariyah, look at me" I hear Coles voice above me and I look up to see him, advancing towards me cautiously. Why does he now show different emotions to the ones he showed a minute ago. Had he changed his mind and decided to hear me out? No one ever understands or listens.
" I'm sorry okay" he says running a hand through his hair. I clasp onto the glass tighter and move away from him.
Turning away and then looking down to my hands, I gasp at my now bleeding sore, that I had inflicted upon myself.
" shit" I hear Cole say and come towards me. He grabs my hand and takes the glass out of my hand. I don't bother to protest, and I helplessly follow behind him to wherever he is taking me.
We reach a room, preferably his and he sits me down, while he goes to his bathroom. He comes back with some sort of bandage and disinfectant.