Hurt Again ( on hold)

Forgive and Forget | Chapter 15

It was nearly summer break and I was planning on going away. I want to go Paris, wait no Spain no Dubai! So many options to choose from and I couldn't decide.

Things with me and Cole have been pretty intense. We're so undeniably close to each other and slightly sexually frustrated. I know I'm only 16 and seventeen soon but what if he's the right person to give it up to? I've always been terror died of how it would feel and I was too scared to ask some slut aka barbie as she would probably tell the whole school that I'm as virgin as a Mary.

My parents have been around more lately and definitely more kinder ever since Damon. It did hurt to see him be locked away or whatever the charges are; I didn't care to ask at the time I was too mortified. My parents want me to bring Cole along on the trip if he was allowed or even both families go together. I think it might be a good idea.

I am recovering and it's all due to my boyfriend. Cole.

" vanilla or strawberry?" Cole asks me and I give him a look. He nods and turns back to the women behind the cashier and spoke knowingly.
" cookie dough please" he says and she nods nervously, scrambling for his change. I know he was the nicest piece of white boy you could find but come on, boundaries bïtch.

I pointedly tangle Coles and I hands so that people know to back off. Her pale face turns red and I smile sweetly, while Cole just looked oblivious to the world around him.

" Earth to Cole" I joke and he turns to me, flashing his signiture dimpled smile.

" sorry baby" he whispers, wrapping his arms around me, lowering his big hand to my butt.

As I said, sexually frustrated.

" here are your ice creams" the woman mumbles and Cole thanked her while I screwed her.

" where do you wanna go " he sighed, taking a scoop from his chocolate with chocolate chip ice cream. He had drizzled caramel ontology and I smiled.
He loves caramel alright.

I smirk to myself and he looks at me confused.

" what you smiling bout" he questions nervously. It still surprises me how dominant and inferior he can be at times. He was a soft person at heart but he has a temper as quick as a raging bull.

" nothing " I shake my head " and let's go to a party" I smiled. It's been forever since I went to a party. The thing is, khan nothing to wear.

" whose party?" He cringed, fixing his beanie hat.

" I heard it was one of the jaggz " after my trauma and all my counselling, I didn't feel like talking or joining back with the jaggz. I felt left out within the school , people watching and staring so I stayed by Coles side and my bad girl persona was severally damaged and that needed to be fixed.

" one, where were they when yu were sick? I didn't see or hear a single text or message asking about your whereabouts" he says annoyingly and I nod my head.

" hey , I appreciate everything you've done for me Cole. I'll never forget that" say, stopping and pulling him towards me. We walked to a local ice cream shop to ease our ice cream cravings, well my cravings.

" I know baby it's just" he sighs wrapping his strong tanned hands around me. " I just want to keep you safe, plus I hate parties you know this" he says kissing my forehead softly.