Hurt Again ( on hold)

Barbie | Chapter 3

Entering Mc. Donalds I see everyone sitting at the back table, all laughing and having a 'blast'. I walk up towards them and plaster a fake smile on my face.
"Yoo, wassup baby " i hear Jesse say and everyone turns round to see me.
" hey" I say and take a seat next to Jesse.
" what took u so long ?" Tyler asked and I shrugged my shoulders.
" nothin, just got caught up with something" I say and everyone nods.
" b, you okay" Jesse whispers in my ear.
"Yeah" I say and he wraps a hand around my waist. All I can think about is Cole.
I snapped out of my thoughts and made conversation with everyone else and we get along well. Maybe this group is good for me. Maybe..

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We all walked out of the shop and we all said goodbye to each other but me and Jesse walked together to his car, he had offered to ride me home today and I agreed.
" hey you sure your okay?" He asks me softly and I huff.
" yeah I'm straight " I say and he shakes his head.
" I know somethings up, but imma leave it Ma" he jokes and I half smile.
" who is your Ma Jesse, you want this you gotta earn it "  I say motioning to myself. I wink and he laughs and nods his head in Agreement. My mind drifts back to Cole... I need to forget about him. And quick.
During the car journey me and Jesse were actually getting all on well. I found out that he lost his brother when Jesse was 10 and his brother was only 6. That must of crushed him inside out I can't imagine what it would be like to loose Tion.
" but I know he imma better place so ye" I smile lightly and nod.
I observe Jesse and he's actually really good looking. His muscles are visa blue through his black polo and his muscles flex every time we turn a corner. I'm literally staring at him before he asks me a question.

" so what about you, any drama to discuss" he playfully says, snapping me out of my gaze. Even though we just had a deep conversation, he still manages to put a positive spin on everything.
"Uh.."  I don't really know what to say, the only drama I've had was with him. Throughout the year, I've learnt to even think about him without digging a hole for myself and burying myself in it. Everyone knows about it and they all pity me but I don't want their pitty, I just want rid of him.
" nothing really" I say and look out the window.
" alright " he says in an understanding voice, knowing already what it was. I sighed when we got to my house and I can already feel the softness of my king sized bed.
" thank you u Jesse for the ride" I smile and he opens the door for me and follows me to my front door.
" iytee, we'll see you later ma" Jesse winks and comes forward and kisses my cheek. He walks away, getting into his car driving off. I walk into my house and go straight up to my room, putting my beats pill on and listening to some jhene aiko, she always calms me down after a shit day.

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Cole POV

I walk away from the window pissed as ever. She kissed him? I don't even know why I'm worrying about her, she's just another girl... I keep telling myself. I listen to music to drain away all the drama and her. I've never tripped over a girl like this before. But i understand about her past and I can't fathom how she might be feeling. She seems like a broken person, someone who needs to reach out to someone. Maybe it would be a good idea to ignore her and let her be. She now chills with the 'jaggz' now I've seen her around with them. Apparently they are dangerous boys, selling drugs all that shit- one of them being Jesse.  Back where I used to live I was the popular one in school and not to brag but i did have girls chasing after me but I wanted a break from all that drama. That's why I thought my family moving would be a good idea. Obviously not. There is something off about the jaggz, I can't put my finger on it but it isn't good. I know what I need to do. I've been here what not even two days and I'm hung up on some girl. I'm about to show her the real Cole Peterson. That's if she even gives a fuck.

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Ariyah POV
The past week me and my girls have gotten to know the jaggz better and We see them as our brothers. Well Kayla has recently started seeing Tyler, nothing big though. I wouldn't let one of my home girls fall for a jagg that quick even tho we are jaggz. Lool. As for me and Jesse, we decided to be friends with benefits. Nothing serious, if he goes with another girl I wouldn't be pissed- same as if I went with another boy for the night, which is not my thing at all. That's right I'm a single Pringle and it's going to stay that way. I keep telling myself. Now for the bad parts of this week.