Two-Bit ran naked with me because he was drunk...
What about you guys?¿
She's got you high and you don't even know yet
She's got you high and you don't even know yet
The sun's in the sky, it's warming up your bare legs
You can't deny you're looking for the sunsetShe's got you high and you don't even know yet
She's got you high and you don't even know yet
It's the search for the time before it leaves without you
Have you lost your mind or has she taken all of yours too?
Whats this about? I figured love would shine through
We've lost romance this world has turned so see through
Open your mind, believe it's going to come to
Romance alive and hope she's going to tell youShe's got you high and you don't even know yet
She's got you high and you don't even know yet
The sun's in the sky, it makes for happy endings
You can't deny you want a happy ending
- She's Got You High, Mumm-RaOlivia Sheldon
I lay on my bed after a week of doing nothing but work and reading, completely exhausted.
I have been ignoring everyone, even Kieran, after what had happened with everything. She'd try to talk to me at work but I always brushed her off saying something about cleaning a table or something of that nature.
It had become normal and often a regular occurrence now after everything that has happened.
"Some nights when I was little I'd hear Maman crying herself to sleep in her room. I used to go to her bed then and crawl in with her. She'd hold me tight and say nothing. Sometimes at moments like that I felt she really wanted to tell me more about him, and I longed to ask, but I knew that to ask would be to intrude on her grief and maybe make it worse for her. Time and again I'd let the moment pass. I'd try asking her another time, but whenever I did, she'd look away, clam up, or simply change the subject - she was very good at changing the subject. I didn't understand then that her loss was still too sharp, her memories too fresh, or maybe that she was trying to keep her pain to herself."
I was so lost in the book I didn't hear the knocking at the door or see Kieran in the room until she said something and I was forced to look up and see her face. I saw the look on her face, the same pitying look she's been giving me for who knows how long now. It had started even before anything happened, and at first I was confused. She was giving me these looks and kept repeating sorry over and over and never really telling me anything. Then we stopped going over to the Curtis house and when we did it would be in short spurts never staying for long or doing much. I didn't understand then what it meant, but I do now, and I halfway hate her for it.
I simply rolled my eyes before jumping off the bed and going straight down two flights of stairs to Bob's room knowing he and his stupid friends were down there doing whatever it is they were doing.
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Little Love ||Darrel Curtis / Outsiders FF||
Fanfiction❝ we loved with a love that was more than love. ❞ The one where a soc falls in love with a greaser.