The Alpha And His Mate

Untitled Part 22

Okay, first off I apologize for not updating in so long. A lot has been going on the last three years that has stopped me from writing more in this book and my other one. All I can say is thank you to all of my readers who have stuck with me and waited for me to update. I owe you guys so much! Also, thank you to my new readers who have liked my book enough to leave comments! Now without further a do, enjoy! :)

PS since I was gone so long I'm sure you all would love a POV of Raven :) His POV starts right after he left the house after their argument.

Chapter 22

Raven's POV

I slammed the front door shut, I could've swore I heard a window crack with how hard I closed it. I just couldn't believe what Becca said to me. It shocked me at first because I never expect my mate, of all people, to say those words to me. Although her words made my wolf want me to bow down and crawl back to her, begging for forgiveness. But then the alpha human side of me wanted to bend her over my knee and put her in her place.

At that thought my wolf growled at me. He was angry with how I left her. We both saw the regret in her eyes the moment she realized what she said. I remember how the tears swelled in her eyes as if she was a child who had woken up from a bad dream. Oh, how I wanted to wrap my arms around her at that moment. But her words rung loud and clear, she didn't want me to be possessive of her. She wanted space, and so that's what I had decided while my wolf howled in agony as I put my hands up and turned around and left.

I ran as far as I could so then I was far away from her and everyone else. I was breathing heavily as my control over my wolf was weakening. I couldn't allow myself to be around anyone, my wolf was too unstable. Although, somehow as much as I wish it was my wolf that was unstable it was really me.

I still struggled to accept the way my mate is and what she is. I had pictured how my mate would look, act, and even sound like. But I never pictured myself with a human for a mate. My wolf had accepted her shortly after getting over the shock of having found my mate. But me on the other hand, it was a much larger pill to swallow.

She enjoyed being with other guys and having guy friends over female ones. Whether it's the alpha wolf in me or just me, I didn't and don't like her being that close to other guys. Not only did she have a thing with other guys, she also had a thing for taking other people's side than mine. Hell, she always sided with Eric and who knows why.

I shook my head to rid myself of these thoughts, they weren't helping my situation get any better. I decided to go jog and try cool off the anger I was feeling.

After running for hours, I'm still not any better. I stopped mid run and found the closest tree and started to punch it. I punched it over and over, until my knuckles started to bleed. By now it was close to being midnight if not later.  My hands were shaking and my legs were beginning to feel the affects of running for so long. My body was now feeling the affects of not eating the whole day and the tiredness that I was  feeling, both mentally and physically. I slid down the tree as I began to drift off to sleep. The only thing on my mind was that I was finally on the same page as my wolf.

I was wrong.