Fantasies

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I need to stop this
Allowing myself to believe in these unrealistic fantasies
That maybe, someday, you will come back to me
That maybe, somehow, you still love me

But is it unrealistic to want to talk to you?
Is it unrealistic to want to be friends?
Is it unrealistic to wish you would at least tell me why?

You can't avoid me forever
Pretend I'm not even there

Eventually you'll have to talk to me
Why not now?

Then maybe we can be friends
Like we were before
Before any of this happened
Those were happy times

I need to stop this
I'm fantasizing again
No way will you ever speak to me again

Or maybe-
No.
Or maybe-
No.
I'm going to stop fantasizing now
And start living in reality

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