Mi Sueño

My Body

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“Whenever you hold me or touch me. My body would instantly react that even down through my veins and soul would feel it too. That I cherish with all my heart and soul even though I know it isn’t enough without a word to say…”

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“Jade!” Nica quickly approaches me that I surprise off.

“Hey! What–––’’

“God! You really look pale!” it said and she even touched my forehead. “And you’re hot!”

Now she’s talking! *sighs* Well, I’ve been feeling not too well since yesterday but I just ignores it because were too busy right now. Well, it’s ‘ber Months! So, we were too busy at this time around!

“Oh, come on, Nica! I’m just fine so don’t worry–––’’

“Don’t worry!” she said it out loud as if I couldn’t here her. “Gosh! You’ve been working here at the shop almost twenty four hours! So, that means your body won’t getting enough sleep and rest that result to make you sick!”

“But I’m just fine… feels really fine!” liar! I shouted to my self but that’s all I can do… to lie not only to my cousin but also to my self! Why…? I couldn’t answer! “So, please! Just let me rest here at my office for a while then…”

“No! I won’t let you!” it said that I expected. “If you need to rest, and then go home now and I’ll take care of the shop.” She ordered as if I’m going to obey.

“I am not–––’’

“If you don’t go home, I think it would be better if I call on Kyle.” Now she’s talking! And I don’t even think that she’ll going to use my boyfriend to threat me. If she only knew!

*sighs deeply* “Alright! Fine! You win!” I surrender because hearing my boyfriend’s name makes me… “I’ll go home!”

“Good!” it answered. “But before that, I’ll take your car key to make sure that you won’t put your life in danger!”

*breathes heavily* She’s a paranoia, isn’t she?! But I couldn’t refuse her so I just nodded to her and just gave my key at her.

So, I ride a cab going home then I look out outside the window’s cab. *sighs heavily* Hurting. Ignoring. It’s been months since I doing it, two words that I couldn’t imagine that I’m going to do. Why? *eyes close tightly* My relationship with my boyfriend is going on the rocks. And I couldn’t just let it be so I decided to talk to him to fix our relationship, perhaps… why? Because he keeps ignoring me! Trying to stay away from me!

That hurts me so much! So badly! Because I want to fix our relationship! Because I love him! So much that I couldn’t imagine what would happen if I lose him! I really don’t have any idea! *eyes open*

Now, I feel my fever got high enough to feel dizzy then my memories flows from the past and all I could remember is the time that he took care of me. When I am sick the reason why I couldn’t go with my family’s vacation at the summer break when I was at the forth year high school. I was left home, lying in my bed… just looking at the ceiling of my room. And suddenly he came without expecting him to…

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*ring* *ring* *ring*

The door bell won’t stop ringing that irritates my ears but all I could do is stay put to her bed and just ignores though.

*ring* *ring* *ring*

It rings again and I’m piss off! So I stand even though I feel that I’m going to fall down the ground. I still collect all the strength that I have in my body just to walk and went at the front door to see who’s pestering my rest!