ILWMH [DISCONTINUED]

A Blessing Overseas?

We had two more says left in Hawaii. Shanya and I only explored the resort a little bit, but, you know, we mostly stayed in the room if you know what I mean.

I got up to go to the bathroom, with Shanya's soft snoring filling up the room.

As I was making my way to the bathroom, I saw Shanya's ripped up little lace thingy on the floor. "Damn, I guess I have to buy her one of those now," I whispered.

After using the bathroom, I saw Shanya laying down, squirming and moaning in her sleep.

"One more push, baby," Ren encouraged while I held his hand. Pain took over my body as beads of sweat rolled down my forehead.

"Ah! I'm pushing!," I yelled getting in one last push.

When the doctor held my baby in his arms, they was no crying. The baby took one breathe then became lifeless in a matter of seconds.

The doctor held the lifeless baby in his hand trying his hardest to make the baby breathe.

"I'm sorry, ma'am the baby is dead," the doctor told me.

Lorenzo stood there crying shaking his head.

"No! Not again! No!," I screamed.

"Shanya."

"Shanya!!"

"Yo, Shay!," Lorenzo yelled interrupting my dream.

I quickly got up and looked around to see that I was in the hotel room with my husband.

"Are you okay?," he asked.

I slowly nodded my head staring at him. "I just had a nightmare. I'm fine," I assured.

"Good, because a nigga was worried."

I stared at him and his morning wood, wanting a little sample of last night.

"Why are you looking at me like that?," he asked smiling.

"No reason," I lied.

He let out a chuckle, "Do you want a quickie?"