"Baby?" My mom whispered. "Hi" I looked away. I didn't want to see the guilt and disappointment in there eyes. "So connor we will be keeping you in a psychiatric ward" Dr. Marshall blurted out breaking the awkward silence. "WHAT" my dad yelled. My mom started crying again. "It's only for a couple months depending on the process of his discovery" she tried to calm them down. They must of seen the expression on my face, I was terrified. They quickly wheeled me out. "My baby they are taking him" I heard my mom cry. My siblings were sitting in my room when I came in. "Thanks Dr. Marshall" she sat me right in front of them, I had no escape. "Hi" I awkwardly said breaking the silence. "They all ran up to me and hugged me. "Were so happy your ok" Nicola said. "Who found me?" I blurted out. They all look in shock and sadness and they turned to Brandon, the youngest. He had his head down and he was playing with his hands. "I found you barley breathing, you had a bottle of pills in your hands. You looked dead. I couldn't move when I first saw you. I screamed for everyone to come. I sat in the corner in front of you. And pulled my knees up to my face, I rocked back and forth looking at you, as everyone came in dad called 911. The ambulance camr and took you." He was almost crying tears ran down his face. I saw the look in all there faces, the grief and pain. I had caused them. Now I truly wanted to be dead.
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The next day I was laying in bed when a middle aged woman walked in. "Hello I'm Ruth and I will help you every step of the way" she exclaimed. "Uh hello" I replied. "I will be looking after you in the "place" she trailed off, everyone seems to do that. "Now let's go!" She got all cheery again. I stood up, which I could do now, and we went to her car.
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We pulled up to the psychiatric ward. I had a small suitcase of clothes and a family picture. They didn't allow anything else. But I snuck my phone and headphones anyways.
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Dying | Tronnor
Fanfiction"Love conquers all.....that's bullshit" "Really" "Well that's what I thought until I met you" [this was written like a year ago when I didn't know grammar existed, please don't judge, it will be shitty, but it does have a good plot...]
