"Oh that's terrible" he whispered. I didn't want to let it get to me. "I have to go" I walked out of the room and brushed past Troye. I didn't think about though, too much going on in my head.
He cared? He can't your just a worthless fag. Remember what those real people said? FAG FAG FAG
the words ran through my head.
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I laid in my bed. Thinking about what had happened that morning, but now everyone was asleep.
FAG FAG FAG
my mind screamed those words at me. Just like they had when I first attempted. I looked over at my family picture, they were probably sound asleep in there bedrooms. I thought about my room and my blood stained sheets. Had my mom found the knife yet? I snapped back to reality when I realized the reflection on it. I grabbed the picture and ran down to the bathrooms. *SMASH* I broke the frame so all the glass went everywhere. I grabbed a piece that was from one end in the frame to the other, it would kill me. I sharpened it a bit before. Holding it up. Tears rushing down my face I thought,
FAG FAG FAG
"NO CONNOR!" I heard someone yell from the door. I didn't listen. I plunged it down but something stopped me. Ricky's hand was on the glass. He took it away. And that's when I noticed he cut him self on it. "Ouch" he said looking at the cut. I looked down at it and then back to my self in the mirror. I fell back. I almost hit the floor when Troye caught me. "Go get Ruth!" he yelled at Ricky. Ricky ran off. As he slowly cradled me I whispered "I'm so sorry Ricky"
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Dying | Tronnor
Fiksi Penggemar"Love conquers all.....that's bullshit" "Really" "Well that's what I thought until I met you" [this was written like a year ago when I didn't know grammar existed, please don't judge, it will be shitty, but it does have a good plot...]
