We all went up to the roof, as usual. We went to the ledge. "There going to extend my admission" Ricky cried, breaking what was a beautiful sunset. "It'll be ok" Troye said wrapping us both into his shoulders. I pushed away. Still confused. I didn't want to be gay. No I wasn't gay. I had to keep saying to my self. After Fynn's reaction, I can't. I looked over at Troye he was gently rubbing his thumb on Ricky's cheek. I sighed looking back to the setting sun. I can't.
Troye's pov:
I was upset that Connor pulled away, but I don't think he was gay. He probably felt awkward, that close to a person who unlike him was gay. I knew I was gay. The reason I cut and attempted was because people didn't like me because of it. So I turned to self harm. I gently stroked Ricky's cheek as he let out shaky breaths. I heard Connor let out a sigh. I couldn't fall for him. It can't happen. He's not gay,
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I awoke in bed to Ricky and Connor. "Hey, coming?" Connor whispered. "Ya" this was now our usual thing we got up sat in the gathering room, for a "meeting" Ricky had his head low. His whole presence felt familiar. I didn't like it. Me and Connor sat down. Right next to each other. Ricky sat at the other end of the couch, it was odd. "Having Connor here was like we were all whole again. Because After Trevor died."
I started. "He didn't die he JUMPED!" Ricky hollered. Connor immediately went beside him and stroked his back. "It's ok, breath" he slowly picked him up and put him in his room. Then I remembered.
~flash back~
"I don't want to talk!" Yelled Trevor. "It's ok" Ricky went over and rubbed his smooth hair. He picked him up and put him in his room.
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Dying | Tronnor
Fanfiction"Love conquers all.....that's bullshit" "Really" "Well that's what I thought until I met you" [this was written like a year ago when I didn't know grammar existed, please don't judge, it will be shitty, but it does have a good plot...]
