I awoke to Ruth knocking at my door, "time for your pills." I hated this part of the day but it was a procedure I went through everyday. After she left I had an hour before I had to be in the gathering hall for breakfast. As I looked down the hall into the gathering room I saw the little Christmas decorations on each table. It was December 16th after all. None of us could go home though. I looked down to Ricky's room. I wanted to talk to him so I walked down the narrow corridor to him. I knocked on the wall beside where the door should be. None of us had doors, just in case we locked ourselves in. "Hey Connor" he said looking away. "Hey" I said entering the room, I noticed there was someone sitting beside him in a chair. "I better go" said the boy with a Australian accent. I knew it was Troye I had heard talking to Ricky before. He brushed past me and I sat in his place. Ricky looked away from as soon as my butt reached the chair. "Ricky we need to talk" "about what?" He asked still not looking at me. "You know what" I replied. I gently put my hand on his shoulder, pulling him to look at me. Tears were forming in his eyes. "I'm sorry I put you through that, but no one can know it they'll extend my admission time." He said seriously. "Ok" "now" he started "can you tell me what happened?"
~flashback~
The bell rang for school to start. I ran into my classroom looking for my best friend, Fyn. We had been best friends for as long as I could remember. "Hey Con" he said grabbing my shoulders and whipping me around. "I have to tell you something.." I started nervous and shaky. "Students please down" the teacher called interrupting me. "Tell ya later" I said. We sat down and his smile made me feel safe. We promised each other when we were little, we would have each other's backs. At recess I went to tell him. He was with his friends, he was always more of a jock than me so I would watch. He came over to me and asked what I wanted to tell him. "I'm gay"
I said cheery. He didn't think so though. "What you ugly FAG!" He kicked me to the ground before his other friends came over. "What's happening Fyn?" They asked. "This ugly fat ass is GAY!" He laughed. They beat me and call me a fag. Then to deal with the depression I cut. Then that turned into this.
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Dying | Tronnor
أدب الهواة"Love conquers all.....that's bullshit" "Really" "Well that's what I thought until I met you" [this was written like a year ago when I didn't know grammar existed, please don't judge, it will be shitty, but it does have a good plot...]
