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I was at the hospital again. There was this one reason but I couldn't handle it. So I was in jades room with her. My excuse was that I didn't wanna leave her alone. We were talking about what she didn't know about us. I kept Jesy out of the conversation. Not to make jade think I don't like Jesy but to keep myself from crying. I'd break down and jade would think I'm crazy.
"I just wanna leave this place!" Jade said.
"You've been here what? Once before?"
"For what?"
"Owen."
"Ugh! I hate that kid..."
"Owen?"
"No, the other one."
"Emma?"
"No! That Louis guy!"
"Oh yeah, we all hate him at the moment. Don't feel bad, he hasn't cared about Owen this whole time."
"Not the best boy is he? Louis?"
"No, he really isn't. But you're stuck with him for the rest of your life now."
"Hell no!" Jade snapped at me. "I'm not wasting my life with a dick like him! He sounds like a goddamn dick!"
"He is. But you don't have a choice." I stayed calm ignoring the fact that jade was pissed.
"Fuck that! I'm not doing it!"
"You'd be ruining Owens life then."
"From what I understand, Owens to little to know who his dad is right?"
"At the moment. But he has to have one right?"
"Yeah so why not make his life better? You know? You could help me."
"But he's your son last I checked."
"True, and he could be yours too."
"I don't think someone would like that very much." I avoided saying her name for a reason. I already had dropped my phone at the thought of it. I but my bottom lip.
"Who? The other girls all like different boys than you."
"Uhm? I haven't quite given you the big picture just yet.... I haven't told you about everyone... most you know but I left one of the girls out."
"Who? And why?"
"It's to hard... I can't." I looked away from jade. I didn't want her to know I was crying.
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I was in another hospital room now. Not for jade or Perrie this time. No, for the idiot that thought she could drive. After about 5 minutes, Niall came in then walked out again. He couldn't handle it. Then Perrie ran in.
"She's a genius." I said.
"No shit!" Perrie flipped on me. "What the fuck Liam!"
"What did I do?!"
"You let this happen!"
"How could I have stooped this?! You try watching a fucking 22 yearold!"
"Bet id do better at it that you!"
"Oh I highly doubt it but you're welcome to try!"
"Sure! I'd be glad to. Of she wasn't dying!!!" Perrie snapped at me gain. She was gonna hit me but Zayn ran up and stopped her. "You're so goddamn lucky Liam!"
"Perrie," Zayn said. "Stop. You're only making it worse." Perrie fought him to her free but lost. "Perrie, stop."
"Let... me... go!" Perries eyes were fixed on me and she would have killed me if it wasn't for Zayn. "Liam! Watch you're fucking back tonight!" Zayn started to drag Perrie away. Thank god. As soon as they were out of sight I looked at Jesy; the idiot that thought she could drive. Now she was probably on her death bed as we speak.
Then Niall came in. "Liam?" He said. I turned to look at him. He was crying. Damn Irish kid. "I hate you!"
"Don't you start now!" I complained.
"I'm not blaming you for anything.... but I heard you screaming at Perrie."
"Oh, sorry."
"Don't bother, I hate all of you!" Niall stormed out of the room.
Then after a while Leigh came in. I thought she'd be disappointed in Jesy. But she said "JESYS problem is sad." She was looking at the half dead Jesy. "You're the disappointment." Leigh sighed.
"What do you mean?" I asked walking up to her. I put my arms around her but she moved away from me.
"I heard about your little fight with Perrie and what you said, and how you lied to Niall." Leigh never looked at me.
"I didn't lie to Niall."
"You didn't tell him the truth.... you said that you were sorry but you really meant 'sorry JESYS a damn idiot'"
"Oh yeah, I guess that's what I meant. But it's not my fault she is."
"Only Perrie blamed you. Don't let it get to you." Leigh was pretty disgusted with all that was going on now. "Perrie isn't in that good a state of mind anymore Liam." She said after a while. "She's going crazy, what with being stuck with Zayn and Emma. Having to deal with a little girl and Zayn on top of Jesy not being able to even breath and jade not knowing who we are."
I walked up and put my arms around Leigh again. She didn't pull away again. Now she was crying. "I'm sorry." I said. "Maybe we should leave?" I turned Leigh around. She hugged me. "Let's go." I took her hand and we walked outside.
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not dead guys! :) yet. I could still die. I can't actually breath or move or open my eyes ever. I couldn't eat ether. And I couldn't talk which meant that I couldn't tell Niall anything. I don't know how I got here. Last thing I remember was being in NIALLS car without Niall. I don't remember anything. I could hear everything around me though.
I heard liam fighting with Perrie and I heard Niall. I was calling him I thought but I never said anything. He never knew I was wishing he was here. I'm basically about to die now. If I die, Niall needs to be here when I do. And I could go at any moment.
I was trying to say something the whole time but I couldn't. all I could do was listen to them yell at each other over me dying. It wasn't LIAMS fault though. It was mine. And now I had to pay the price for being a dumb ass.
If I die before I can live again, tell Niall I said to move back to Ireland. Tell everyone else I said fuck them, that I hope Owen dies to, and that Emma is going to be haunted by my ghost.
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Awwwww! Niall!!! :(
Fuck u Perrie!
Thanks Zayn, you got her away from Jesy.
Liam, stop being an ass about this.
Jade, start remembering Niall isn't yours
Jesy! Wake the hell up! :( don't die!
-Jesy
~Katie Horan
