Ch. 34

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I was in Ireland with Zayn and Emma now. We kinda went to Dublin. Don't ask why. We didn't wanna go to far from home so we came here. I kept telling Zayn that I wanted to go home but he would just say "there's to much going on back home." Then walk off to find Emma.

Last night I asked him when we would go home and he said "when the world forgets little mix and one direction ever existed."

"Zayn! This better not be some sick twisted prank! Or so help me god I will kill you!"

I couldn't sleep last night ether. I didn't want to wake Zayn or Emma though. If I left, Zayn would kill me for leaving him with a 4 month old baby. That's almost as bad as leaving him with a drunk Louis. So I sat on the couch. I couldn't watch tv because it would wake Zayn at least. So I started talking to Niall.

N: I wish it wasn't this hard though.

P: I wish Zayn would let me go home.

N: come back! Pleas! I need you here!

P: huh? Niall? Are you ok?

N: JESYS dying... NO IM NOT OK!!

P: oh, well, if I could go home I would.

N: Perrie! Pleas! I can't live like this anymore! I need help! I need someone here who actually cares the slightest bit about Jesy!

P: Niall, i would do anything to come home. But Zayn won't let me.

N: DONT fuck Zayn. Come back here. Pezz, I've lost my mind. Jades gone now, Harry's gone, Jesy I may never see again, Louis is not Louis, Liam is trying to drink himself to death, Leigh is losing her sanity faster than the bullet train from the station!

P: ok, I'll try to find some whay home.

N: thank you! :*

P: oh no, I gtg Niall. Ttyl

N: bye

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When I woke up around midnight, Emma was laying next to me, with my fingers in her hand. She was so cute. But Perrie wasn't right there. She was normally sleeping on the other side of Emma. But not this time. I looked over my shoulder and saw Perrie. "Hey." I whispered. Perrie turned her head to look at me.

"Hey," she answered. "Why are you up?"

"I don't know, but maybe because you weren't right here."

"Ok, ok," Perrie got up and walked over. She laid in bed again.

"Why were you up?" I asked taking my fingers from Emma.

"Couldn't sleep I guess." Perrie started to play with my hair. I took her wrist and moved her hand from my hair. "Sad Zayn. Just sad."

"Give it a rest would ya?"

🎸🎸🎸NIALL🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸

Perrie had told me before that she was in Ireland with zayn and Emma. I actually wanted to go with them but I wasn't leaving England. Not without Jesy. When Perrie said that she would come home I thought she's bringing Emma. Not telling Zayn might be a mistake. I didn't wanna see Perrie get hurt. Or Zayn get all pissed because she never told him.

I wanted to keep talking to Perrie. I liked being able to talk about Jesy to someone who actually cared. But she had to go. So, knowing that Jesy would never answer me, I just texted her.

N: hey Jesy

N: I hope you're ok

N: don't die pleas

N: if you die, I might be the only one who truly cared.

N: if you answered me I'd freak out

N: sorry I know this is stupid and I'm just waiting my time.

N: I'll drip being an ass

N: Perrie actually cares though

N: I do too but I know stop being an ass

N: I miss you

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Yay! Perrie's gonna come home!

See! NIALLS not the only one who loves Jesy!

Yeah Perrie don't forget to tell Zayn

Awwwwwwwwww Niall!!!

Ok I'm bored

-Jesy

~Katie Horan

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