I Love Rock And Roll, But I Love You More (Jardougall)

Starlight

A/n: Trigger warning there is a small mention of abuse, but there is also mention of depression and anorexia nervosa eating disorder, just so you guys know.

*Jenna's POV*

So school starts in a couple of days for me, which sucks because that means that I have go shopping for some school stuff with my sisters. But the thing is that my sisters don't start school until next Tuesday while I don't get to start school until this Thursday. It's like what the fuck? Why start school on a Thursday? Why not start school on like a Monday or Tuesday at this school? Whatever.

Thankfully my parents are multi - billionaires, so we could buy what we needed; food, clothes, school stuff, feminine products, bathroom stuff, and any other shit like that.

Honestly, it can be both a blessing and a curse having multi - billionaire parents. It's a blessing because we can afford some of the best things like the best lawyers for example. It's a curse though because our parents are either not around or always fighting and our dad sometimes getting so drunk that he felt the need to either beat mum or beat me or my sisters, me for the most part.

Once my sisters and I got back to the house, we agreed to do some more unpacking for the next hour so that we can get as much of our stuff unpacked.

Have I ever mentioned that our house is one of those houses with an elevator? Yeah. This house has a fucking elevator. Which is awesome because that way if one of my sisters or I were to get drunk or we're high on marijuana or whatever else, we can just use the elevator so that we don't get ourselves seriously injured walking up or down the stairs.

I'm just wondering what this new school has in hold.

*Tay's POV*

Great. I honestly can't believe that school is starting in a couple of days.

Why couldn't school start until later in August? Just so students and teachers can have some more time to relax and stay up late into the night for a bit longer?

Jeez. I feel like I kind of sound like I'm one of the students who aren't ready for school to start soon.

But in a way I'm glad school is starting soon because I recently got divorced and out of being in a really bad marriage with my ex - wife who happened to have been really abusive and school would distract me from it.

Honestly, I don't get how people could be so abusive and make them become so abusive even when they grow up in a good home.

When my ex and I were dating in all of middle and high school and I was at her house, her parents would never hit her or even verbally, psychologically, mentally or even sexually abuse her at all. Not even when we were friends as little kids.

But who knows maybe her brother or parents had done something to her when I wasn't around. What I do know is that she had started acting differently when I got back from Ireland after Summer Break one year when we were kids. The thing is though is that when I asked her why she was acting all different, she would either freak out or change the subject acting as if I never asked the question.

I decided to smoke some of my weed after I made some food because growing up as a teen and up until a week ago, I had anorexia and also because I have depression. Yeah I know. Surprising. A teacher who had anorexia and has depression. I smoke it because it helps me eat. Otherwise I wouldn't smoke weed. Yeah I even smoke only a little bit in the mornings during the school year because otherwise I won't eat during the day.

My co - workers and even my boss knows that I won't eat unless I smoke just a little bit of weed each day because otherwise I might slip back into anorexia and yes I do have a medical card specifically for buying weed.

Thankfully my boss is understanding of the reasoning behind my smoking cannabis, because otherwise he would probably fire my ass if I were to smoke it for the hell of it.

*Jenna's POV*

Alright so thankfully my sisters and I have completely finished unpacking all of our stuff in both the living room and our rooms. We just have to get the guest room done, but my sisters are going to get that done tomorrow, since we spent most of today unpacking the rest of our stuff as well as getting our backpacks packed for school, which for me starts tomorrow.

So my sisters and I decided to watch this new movie called High Strung because my sisters apparently saw this movie just a couple before the 3 of us found out that we were moving out here to Colorado near the apparently old building of my school so that way they can catch their bus to their new high school and so that I can catch my bus to my new high school.

Once the movie that we were watching was done with, we all went to our rooms, one of them taking the stairs to their room since their room was right next to the stairs while my other sister took the elevator with me since her room was on the far end of the 2nd floor as well as being because the elevator went into her room on the 2nd floor.

"Night you two."

"Night. See you in the morning possibly."