I Love Rock And Roll, But I Love You More (Jardougall)

They Don't Need To Understand

What made me tough almost killed me
At least that's how I remember the story
Over the years I've forgotten how it was
But I survived and I won't walk down
The same old road that they all followed
It only leads to a life not meant for me.

*Jenna's POV*

When I got to school the following Wednesday (I had taken a couple of days off because I wasn't feeling so great), I'm not sure, but I feel like it was kind of obvious that I was feeling a bit blue. The thing is that I don't even know why I'm feeling so sad right now.

"Jenna. Can I speak with you for a minute or 2?" my family teacher had asked me.

"Yeah sure, Tay. Why do you need to speak with me?"

"I was just wanting to make sure that you're okay because you haven't shown up to school since Friday, so I was just wondering if things are okay at home?"

"Yeah. There's nothing going on at home that's problematic, I just haven't been feeling so great emotionally the past couple of days, so I felt like it would probably be best that I took a couple days off from school."

"What's specifically going on? If you don't mind me asking."

"That's the thing. I have no clue why I've been feeling a bit blue the past few days. It might just be that on Friday during my first band practice with Whaki and the rest of the guys in his band when the lead guitarist Cam had asked about if I had been in a band and/or wrote songs for a band back in Australia. It just made me miss home and my band mates who were my best friends. But I haven't heard from them since before I left, probably because my douche father had told them about me being queer and knowing them, they aren't necessarily that great with people who are LGBTQ."

"I'm really sorry Jenna-"

After that I ended up crying even though I've never been the really emotional type, which caused me to laugh as well, even if Tay looked at me weird.

"I'm sorry. I've never been the type of person to be emotional, so it's just making me laugh."

Thankfully she hadn't unlocked the door from the inside so that people can get inside the class or opened the blinds yet as well as these being no cameras or anything that records audio as well as the walls being soundproof because she had kissed me. But after that she opened her office door, for me in there unlocked the door so people can get in as well as opening the blinds.

Also thankfully her office is soundproof so nobody can hear us kissing and soon as you know it, we were having sex, which I wasn't expecting to happen and after a while it was done.

"I have to get going towards my 2nd hour. See you in Family Tay."

*Tay's POV*

Crap. I can't believe that I just did that. I can't believe that I just kissed and had sex with one of my students, when I fucking knew they weren't doing so great emotionally right now.

If I could go back in time to before the kiss and bitch slap myself, trust me, I fucking would do it because as a teacher, I know that it's inappropriate to sleep with any of your students, even if said student is 18, 19 in a couple of months.

Great. Now they probably don't want anything to do with me after what happened and honestly, I wouldn't fucking blame them.

*Jenna's POV*

I seriously cannot believe that just fucking happened. On one hand it was great because like it's fucking Tay Jardine, the lead singer of We Are The In Crowd, but on the other hand it's Tay Jardine, my family teacher.