sunny's POV

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My life can be resumed in three words : ethan,grayson and youtube
Whenever i start talking about them people around me give me that look that means i'm crazy ..
"-How can you love somebody who doesn't know you exist.. This much."
They never see the happiness that lights up my face and that exitement that irradates from eyes when i mention them. This life is so hard that without them i wouldn't be even sitting next to them in that very moment. MY family should be thankful for these two boys because they gave me a reason to hang on to this mess a reason to live and to feel everyone around
I wake up in the morning knowing that i'll see a cute tweet from ethan or grayson and that's why i drag myself out of bed.

Words harsh like knives flew into my mind as my father walked away with my laptop and phone. As he went down the stairs i almost lost it and gave into taking that knife from my dresser and opening my veines. But what if i die and won't be able to see my sunshines and thank them??
No ! I won't ... they're my heroes and i have no i must say thank you !
It's so stupid and meaningless of my dad to confiscate my devices just because he saw shirtless ethan as my lockscreen. I mean am i not allowed to love him? The heart wants what it wants Damn !
Stop fantasizing about this Boy !
Find something real he said found someone you can spend your life with he said.
- i will find someone, i promise and that someone is going to be Ethan Dolan, i shouted and shut the door so hard i heared it cracking.






Well that's my first chapter ...
Dolan twins and books are my passion so i said why not combine them? Here you can find pages of my actually life ...
So if u wanna keep up just carry on reading .
Thank you guys i love you ! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💓💜💓💜💓💜

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