Unstoppable | E.D (on hold)

chapter 2 (part 2)

God i hate being a statue !
-" doc what's wrong with her? She'd been like that for 3 days. Staring at the ceiling and coughing ! "
It was my mum shouting at the doctor with a voice full of emotions .
I felt as if i was stabbed in the heart , i can't know that my mom is  suffering and do nothing ... i just can't ..
Wait, i'm in a hospital? How come? And why can't he do something?
Did i have an accident? Did i loose my memory?
Yes ! Oh wait no, my miserable life is still curved in my mind....
Well at least there was hope ..
-"calm down sweetheart.... it's okay we're all in this together.."
I bet he was rubbing her back in cirucular motions , a move that alwys calms mom and  works everytime. I felt her breathing getting steadier .... i guess she just sat on the chair...
Oh crap ! She just bursted into tears again....
Wake up !! Wake up !! Come on you can do this !! Do it for mom !!
End her suffering now !!
Wake up !!

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Blood shot through my veines , adrenaline spread in my body like venom boosting my energy and making my heart pound so hard it started ripping my cage...
"I CAN DO THIS" I reapeted over and over again. I CAN AND I WILL
i didn't hold to this mess just to let it go now !
Move !
And so i felt a tickiling in my left arm and suddenly it became unbearable that i had to shake it.
Electric... it was electric and yet amazing i felt alive again .
I'm still breathing ! My lungs still welcome that beautiful , beautiful oxygen..
And that's when i run out of air

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I standed up trying to catch my breath but my lungs seem blocked.
Wait it's not the most appropriate moment to have a coffe break stupid organs !work ! C'mon!
Blood .... there's blood on my hands ... so red ... so bright but yet so dark
Someone was injecting a weird mixture in my veines and as the last drop fell i felt better , my lungs started to function again.
Well it was by the time ...
Stupid lungs !
I opened my eyes to see an angelique face leaning down checking my temperature with a silky warm hand...
Blue eyes stared back at me ... So deep ... so beautiful... i felt myself sinking , embracing the cold feeling of the water on my bear skin...
What? bear skin? Why the hell am i nacked ? Oh no oh no ! Shit i need a blanket right now ! It's too early for him to see me like this i don't even know his name .
Why was all of this just a dream?
Am i not in a hospital ?
And did i finally find someone ?
The odor of detergent and the dim lighting prouved to me that i'm in a hospital room with a hot doctor and naked. Isn't thid every girl's dream really?
Heat rushed to my cheeks and i shut my eyes close. Shit i need help right now...
I opened one eye to see if the doc still there and i found him smiling in embarresment , cheeks red and eyes looking away trying to escape the awkwardness. He handed me a blanket but i didn't notice it at first i was mesmerized by his beauty.. hair so black and silky i wonder what it feels like to run your fingers in !
Pulpy rosy lips... i bet they taste like strawberries ! And that jawline is so sharp i could cut anything with !
I was standing infront of a greek god with a body so muscular the scrubs he's wearing are defining it with perfection
I couldn't believe my eyes !
I am in the same room as Ian somerholder
Well it's not him but my god !
I didn't realize that i was still naked so i snatched the blanket in a fast motion from his hands and covered my self as much as possible.
-"i'm sorry for this, we had to take off your clothes so we could do the operation.."
-"Operation? What operation?"
Sadness flashed in his eyes as he sat down next to me and took my hand.
I was mentally freaking out and i tried as hard as possible to keep my face expressionless..
-"sweetheart you went through 3 surgeries  this week."
Instead of freaking out i was hypnotized by his gaze oh god he's beautiful !
-" U fainted in your house about a week ago and your heart stopped for 4 mins in the ambulance and as soon as you came in you went through an open heart surgery and you survived as you can notice "
He looked down for a while an then locked his gorgeous  eyes with mine
-"and as the days passed some of your organs started to stop working for about 5 mins
First it was your liver and then it was your heart again and now your lungs"
He bit down on his bottom lip and gemtly pressed my hands ...
Am i the reason he acts this way? Surely he's 24 but i can work with that !! Oh my god i can't anymore
-" selena i really don't know how to deliver this to you but ....
But .. it's .... you have .. i'm ..."
Is he going to say I LOVE YOU?
He's nervous it's cute !
-"selena you're suffering from a terrible and rare disease.."
What?
-" this disease affects people when they reach the age of 16 and only 500 people around the world have it and i'm so sorry to tell you this but you're one of them and this disease affects your organics and causes them to stop... i already told your parents this .....
I can't....
Love  you only have 2 weeks to live ... and these two weeks are going to be pain-free"
What is this sounds? Why does everything seem darker?
What's happening to me? Is that demon back? Is he trying to drag me down again? Why are the walls falling down ? Why is it blurry again?
Help?
And i sunk into tears as i realized that my worlds just falled apart ...
For good . ..