Unstoppable | E.D (on hold)

chapter 6 : horrified yet exited

The whole car ride i couldn't keepy my mouth shut ! Joy run through my whole body electifing it with gentle spasms.
I can't wait to get on a plane for the first time in my life.
This is so horrifing and exiting !
Liza seemed more exited then i am . She kept jumping up and down on the car seat causing her hair to get into a beautifull curly mess.
It felt a little stuffy inside so i rolled down the window letting a fresh breeze come inside it felt so good on my skin !
I looked back at jason , he looked so relaxed and happy sitting behind the steering wheel.
The sunlight that filtered through the glass casted a colorful raibow on his black hair , it's so cute !
I caught him glincing at me through the car mirroir and as soon as he noticed my gaze on him he turned his head quickly as embarresment colored his cheeks red
-"jerk!!" i said as i pinched his shoulder
-"ouch ! It hurts !" He muttered under his breath while rubbing the area.
Blue suited him well , that blue polo framed his built pretty good.
Whenever he turns the wheel hid biceps contracts and create that perfect shape ! Ugh ! I tried so hard the urge to touch his arms and as a distraction u put my earphones in and looked out of the window.
What if ...what if we run away ... what if ...what if we left today .. what if we said good-bye to safe and sound !
I pressed on troye sivan's song youth and every single word of it ecchoed in my mind while making its way to my heart freeing my thoughts in the process
My youth ! My youth is yours ! Trippin on skies , sipping waterfalls
I've got nothing left to care about really ...
Cause we've got no time for getting old...
I'll never expirence that anyway.
I searched for regret in the depth of my heart but all i could find was hollowness.
my youth ... my youth is yours tripping on skies sipping waterfalls
I'll never witness the magic of a waterfall anyway ... i'll never get to live the experience of going under it and letting it soak my hair and take those cheesy pictures with the one i love ...
My youth... my youth is yours
And as the sound faded slowly leaving me lost in my thoughts while looking through the window.
Eyes filled with tears that i wiped quickley and the wind blowing my hair away from my face as i realized i was having that type of moment in music videos where the girl sits lazily on the seat with her earphones in while watching the landscape infront of her.
And i bursted into laugther ! This is so dumb ! Since when did i act so girly? Eww ! Maybe it's death infulencing me !
Oh no sweetheart yo ain't driving me nuts ! I'mma die the way i want ! You only have to sit back and watch ! Cause there will be some crayziness over here ! A lot !
An to make a point a punched the air infront of me.
I heared laugther coming from the background and i saw her twisting in her seat with her mouth wide open.
What the hell? Did i just say that outloud? Oh no !
-"did i just say that outloud?"
-"well i guess death is not coming for you this year ! " jason replied while chuckling.
Shit ! My cheeks became so hot as i sunk into my seat and i decided to turn on the radio in a failed attempt to make them forget that stupid moment but they will never let it go ...

Everybody gets high sometimes you know... so take a deep breath and let it go you shouldn't be drowning on your own !
I sang loudly with the music as i stuck my head out of the window waving to drivers and stucking my tongue out at some of them.
And if you feel your sinking i will jump right over into cold cold water for you !
Liza joined me and held my hand as we waved to taxi and truck drivers next to us ... they seemed nice people !
Cause we all get lost sometimes you know ! It's how we learn and how we grow
-"i didn't know that you knew this song Jason ! You're not a grumpy old man after all !"
He just shrugged at my comment and kept humming with the song.
-"hey ! Take off this roof ! Pretty please ! "
-"nope i won't "
-"please jason ! I'm dying in two weeks ! So please let me live this moment the way i want to !"
And as he pushed the button he playfully hit my shoulder
-"THIS IS HEAVEN " i yelles as i felt the strong wind blowing at me making me lose my balance and fall back onto my seat . I hear liza laughing while strething her arms up embracing the sun's light on her brown skin , her eyes were closed and she seemed enjoying the moment. So i did the same , and holy moly it was different , i felt ALIVE !
-" WAZZZZ GOOD !"
until i got hit by a fly that crashed right into my cheek ... well i guess that's all i'm getting this time ! And that poor fly ... may it rest in peace ! At least she smacked MY beautiful face before dying ! I mean everyone wishes that ! I guess? No.

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"selena the fly killer " jason repeated again and again until he started getting under my skin so i took my water bottle and spilled it on him.
I thought that it's going to be funny af ! But holy shit he was so hot soaked in water ! Damn those dashboard abs !
Liza stood up and took her phone so she can take picture of him wet
-" it's for a good cause !" She said which made jason smile faintly.
-"while i guess i should take my shirt off since it's wet .." he said as the grin became wider and wider
-" YEAH !"
-"NO ! Eyes on the road mister ! I don't want to die ! At least not before these 2 weeks end "
I don't think i would've survived if i saw him shirtless really ...
1 hour is seperating me from my first flight ever!
But if i won't be strong enough to fly?

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