Diary of a Hopeless Romantic

Dear Diary, 

My day was boring and eventful, as usual. But Laura's constant talking about her boyfriend seemed to help me get through it. I knew I should get annoyed like most of you people do when your friends talk about their boyfriends endlessly, but doesn't it amaze you how two people can go days, weeks, months, without getting tired of each other? That even their flaws doesn't matter? That you still love them even after you knew their deepest secret? That you do stupid things just to make them happy? Yes, my friend. Love does that to you.

I may seem tough on the outside, all scarcastic, blunt, and mysterious. I didn't let people enter my life easily and I like it that way. I built walls to keep people out, but I guess I just wanted to see if someone cared enough to knock them down, to try to take the risk and save me from the sadness that is eating me up. And to be honest I just want to love, to be loved. I never felt that feeling ever since he left me 3 years ago, that turned me into a cold-hearted witch. I pushed people away, even my parents. 

I was torn in between love and hate. I was blinded by my rage up to the extent that I just felt numb. A part of me still believed in love though, and I guess I would always be. Every girl dreams to meet  their prince charming to sweep them off their feet, or have him assure her that everything will be okay. Even a cold person like me wished for that too. I'm a 16 year old girl who yearned to meet that certain someone who will love me through my best and worst, someone who's afraid of losing me. 

It's still possible, right?

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  xx Natalia